I don't want anybody's source. I'm wondering how people find a person to buy from? Sometimes I just want to give up on all this because I feel so ****in lost. I just want to do one cycle of test only. I wish I could just buy some and get to work already. I made this forum the homepage on my phone so that helps keep me on track. I don't know what brand or what exact kind of test to try for my first cycle.. I have read plenty but obviously not enough.