3rd Cycle. 1st on TREN A. Need serious advice and guidance!
First, thank you for taking the time to give me some advice on my third cycle.
Here are my stats: AGE=30 HEIGHT= 6'1 1/2 WEIGHT= 225 lbs BUILD= Endomesomorph(currently closer to the mesomorphic side) BODYFAT= No higher than 12% No lower than 10% ...I have been training intensely for 15 years.
Here are my goals and about myself:
To push my limits. I constantly weight train and do a lot of cardio. I have won accolades in the past for strength. fitness. and sports. I do not train to socialize or hang out with my bros. I do all my "chatting" in the locker room before or after my workouts. I train to see exactly what I am capable of. That is what brings me joy. I have a strong desire to improve my weaknesses and I am constantly working on strength, flexibility, and physique. I do not have a limit on where I want to end up on this cycle, I just want to break my genetic limitations. Let me throw out there that while I'm on my cycle I eat incredibly clean for the most part. I know a lot about nutrition and what my body needs.
Past Cycle Information:
FIRST CYCLE= 3 years ago I did a 10 week cycle of Test Cyp. It was 300mg a week, pinning once a week. It was a garbage source, but I still got up to 218lbs.with only 8% body fat. Before that cycle I couldn't break 215lbs no matter how hard I would bulk. I am more naturally built around 210lbs when I am just training and not trying to get "bigger."
SECOND CYCLE= Last year. Summer of 2014. I was training as a professional wrestler at the time and had all very reputable gear. It went as follows:
week 1-2: Test Prop 200mg per week
week 3-14: Test Enan 500mg per week
week 4-14: Boldenone 500mg per week Test Enan 500mg per week total
week 15-16: Test Enan 250mg per week
Arimadex started week 8 and taken every other day after
PCT Clomid and Nolva started 14 days after last pin
At that time I was training for professional wrestling and was getting my gear from a very reputable source. I climbed up to 235lbs. with 8% body fat. I was a monster. Sides were very mild, but after PCT I suffered slight depression for 2 months. Recovered fine since.
Cycle Coming Up Information:
week 1-4 Test Prop 150mg per week (50mg Mon. 50mg. Wed. 50mg Fri.) Test Enan 125mg per week (125mg Mon.)
week 5-8 Test Enan 300mg per week (300mg Mon.) Tren Ace 150mg per week (50mg Mon. 50mg Wed. 50mg Fri.)
week 9 Test Enan 150mg (Monday) Tren Ace 50mg (Wednesday)
week 10 Test Enan 150mg (Monday)
PCT two weeks after last pin. Arimadex on hand if needed.
Okay, so I guess the main thing is the Tren. Honestly, I am nervous to take it. Let me make this clear, I do not completely FEAR Tren, but I have a healthy appreciation with the respect and fear that this drug deserves. I'm keeping all of my dosages low because I believe I can get good results still on lower dosages and not have a harder crash post-cycle. Still, my main concern is that I won't be able to handle the Tren. I'm more concerned about my mental well-being than anything else. My first cycle made me feel great while on with no sides and no crash post-cycle. My last cycle made me feel great while on too. I mean ****ing GREAT. I have never felt better in my entire life. The mental aspect was equally as good as the physical, but after my post-cycle I crashed for about 2 months(low motivation, slightly depressed feeling). Basically, I am afraid of losing my sanity or becoming too intense for my own good. I'm a really nice guy with strong morals and good patience, but as I said when it comes to training I am an animal. Can I get some feedback about my cycle and hopefully some reassurance about the Tren? I'm new to this forum and I have read the **Important Things post, but not even sure if I'm posting this correctly. Sorry if I'm not.I would greatly appreciate all the feedback I could get. One final thing, I plan on trying the Tren Ace no matter what feedback I get. I already have all my gear and I feel ready to give it a try, I just need some reassurance that I won't snap over night or something similar to the horror stories I have read online. Hopefully, after reading my BIO I can get positive feedback that I am ready to try this and I shouldn't worry about it and just kick some ass and give it a shot. Also if I'm starting to get adverse effects from the Tren what can I expect to notice first? Thank you.