First, thank you for taking the time to give me some advice on my third cycle.
Here are my stats: AGE=30 HEIGHT= 6'1 1/2 WEIGHT= 225 lbs BUILD= Endomesomorph(currently closer to the mesomorphic side) BODYFAT= No higher than 12% No lower than 10% ...I have been training intensely for 15 years.
Here are my goals and about myself:
To push my limits. I constantly weight train and do a lot of cardio. I have won accolades in the past for strength. fitness. and sports. I do not train to socialize or hang out with my bros. I do all my "chatting" in the locker room before or after my workouts. I train to see exactly what I am capable of. That is what brings me joy. I have a strong desire to improve my weaknesses and I am constantly working on strength, flexibility, and physique. I do not have a limit on where I want to end up on this cycle, I just want to break my genetic limitations. Let me throw out there that while I'm on my cycle I eat incredibly clean for the most part. I know a lot about nutrition and what my body needs.
Past Cycle Information:
FIRST CYCLE= 3 years ago I did a 10 week cycle of Test Cyp. It was 300mg a week, pinning once a week. It was a garbage source, but I still got up to 218lbs.with only 8% body fat. Before that cycle I couldn't break 215lbs no matter how hard I would bulk. I am more naturally built around 210lbs when I am just training and not trying to get "bigger."
SECOND CYCLE= Last year. Summer of 2014. I was training as a professional wrestler at the time and had all very reputable gear. It went as follows:
week 1-2: Test Prop 200mg per week
week 3-14: Test Enan 500mg per week
week 4-14: Boldenone 500mg per week Test Enan 500mg per week total
week 15-16: Test Enan 250mg per week
Arimadex started week 8 and taken every other day after
PCT Clomid and Nolva started 14 days after last pin
At that time I was training for professional wrestling and was getting my gear from a very reputable source. I climbed up to 235lbs. with 8% body fat. I was a monster. Sides were very mild, but after PCT I suffered slight depression for 2 months. Recovered fine since.
Cycle Coming Up Information:
week 1-4 Test Prop 150mg per week (50mg Mon. 50mg. Wed. 50mg Fri.) Test Enan 125mg per week (125mg Mon.)
week 5-8 Test Enan 300mg per week (300mg Mon.) Tren Ace 150mg per week (50mg Mon. 50mg Wed. 50mg Fri.)
week 9 Test Enan 150mg (Monday) Tren Ace 50mg (Wednesday)
week 10 Test Enan 150mg (Monday)
PCT two weeks after last pin. Arimadex on hand if needed.
Okay, so I guess the main thing is the Tren. Honestly, I am nervous to take it. Let me make this clear, I do not completely FEAR Tren, but I have a healthy appreciation with the respect and fear that this drug deserves. I'm keeping all of my dosages low because I believe I can get good results still on lower dosages and not have a harder crash post-cycle. Still, my main concern is that I won't be able to handle the Tren. I'm more concerned about my mental well-being than anything else. My first cycle made me feel great while on with no sides and no crash post-cycle. My last cycle made me feel great while on too. I mean ****ing GREAT. I have never felt better in my entire life. The mental aspect was equally as good as the physical, but after my post-cycle I crashed for about 2 months(low motivation, slightly depressed feeling). Basically, I am afraid of losing my sanity or becoming too intense for my own good. I'm a really nice guy with strong morals and good patience, but as I said when it comes to training I am an animal. Can I get some feedback about my cycle and hopefully some reassurance about the Tren? I'm new to this forum and I have read the **Important Things post, but not even sure if I'm posting this correctly. Sorry if I'm not.I would greatly appreciate all the feedback I could get. One final thing, I plan on trying the Tren Ace no matter what feedback I get. I already have all my gear and I feel ready to give it a try, I just need some reassurance that I won't snap over night or something similar to the horror stories I have read online. Hopefully, after reading my BIO I can get positive feedback that I am ready to try this and I shouldn't worry about it and just kick some ass and give it a shot. Also if I'm starting to get adverse effects from the Tren what can I expect to notice first? Thank you.