Screwed up my cycle. please help

[ns5]

First post lol...Okay so here's my story....
-Got off of a 12 week Test 400 only cycle at 500mg a week in february... took a 6 week break, i started this cycle at 5'10 168lbs and finished at 5'10 193lbs...
-March 23rd. 6 weeks after, began a Test E 400mg/wk, Deca -Durabolin 400mg/wk for 12 wks deca and 14 wks test. using Arimidex the entire cycle at .5mg eod
started at 5'10 185lbs....
-April 18th. 4 wks in began experiencing extreme emotion, depression, lost weight, got injured at football practice, obsession with a girl i didn't care for originally, and just was being an overall b*tch. i weighed in at 183lbs, 2lbs down from my start of cycle. i got pissed and upped the test to 600mg/wk
-May 3rd. week 6 Dropped the arimidex, figured my estradiol/estrogen levels are too low from taking all that AI with no side effects in the first place... went to the doctor for bloodwork still waiting on results... weighed in at 174lbs WTFFFFFF. lost 12 lbs after 6 weeks on cycle with 8 meals a day for my diet meal prepping and everything....
-May 7th. Finally feeling better emotionally after dropping arimidex for about 4 days, but i went out with a girl, tried to have sex... couldn't get up. i freaked the F out and went back into depression. figured it must be deca dick... it's may 10th and i sold the rest of my deca. i just started Caber on friday the 8th. .5mg ed for the first 3 days and then .5mg eod for a few weeks and i will taper off the rest of the cycle... already getting my night time and morning wood back. gunna try again with this girl in a week or so hopefully i can get up lol.
OKAY SO THATS THE STORY.
-now i need advice. i'm at week 6. Just running test at 600mg/wk and i'm back at like 180lbs. need to gain weight for football... anyone recommend running Anadrol for the next like 3-5weeks to gain some weight back? And does this sound like deca dick to anyone because i'm really optimistic that i can still get hard throughout the day it means that i don't have a bad case of deca dick and it will be cured fast with the Caber?? thanks guys just need to gain my weight back so what should i do from this point forward??? waiting on bloodwork. so don't ask me to do some damn bloodwork.

[NACH3]

Did you ever pct and if so why all the cycles so close together???

Time on + pct = time off(unless BW says your fully recovered which could take longer)

[bigdil511]

Football practice? Sounds like you are way too young for any of this.

[NACH3]

Football practice? Sounds like you are way too young for any of this.

I agree 100%

[lovbyts]

5'10 168lbs and football.

Anyone else thinking high school???

[Simon1972]

yup . he's 18.

my advice is to go to a dr- admit everything.

no doubt you already read the advice of the young and steroids and how its best to not use - you ignored that advice and now want more advice.

let the dr sort this out.

[lovbyts]

Maybe 18. Most high school students are 15 - 17.

I dont necessarily thing telling a doctor everything is such a good idea, especially if in the US. It could have a lot of unforeseen future consequences.

Stop what you are doing. Do a proper PCT and hope for the best. If you continue to have problems then get blood work done by a hormone specialist to see what is out of whack and hopefully fix it.

Start focusing on diet and training and not AAS.

[Mr.BB]

You are too young and immature to do steroids . You dont even understand that the 25 lbs you got on the 1st cycle was water weigth.

Listen to Lovbyts, do a Pct and hope for the best.

[PistolPete33]

Oye, one day one of these dumb kids will actually take our advice. Gaining 5-10lbs. doing a cycle is not worth a lifetime of being on TRT and E.D.

[lovbyts]

Oye, one day one of these dumb kids will actually take our advice. Gaining 5-10lbs. doing a cycle is not worth a lifetime of being on TRT and E.D.

Well I think the only reason we keep trying is because every once in a while one actually does. It's only 1/100 or more but it's nice when it does happen

[PistolPete33]

Well I think the only reason we keep trying is because every once in a while one actually does. It's only 1/100 or more but it's nice when it does happen

So very true.

[songdog]

Bro your only 18 with that many cycles under your belt! Not a smart move bro you will know wat I mean in a year or 2.