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    Question severe depression thinking about recovery, how to overcome?

    Long story short. I'm 20 took ten weeks of test e hcg and aromasin and iv not had any sex drive during cycle or wood and found these forums. I had no clue what I was getting into and was just told my balls will shrink then come back after cycle and that's the worst of the side effects. But after reading post of PPL who did one cycle at my age and still not have libido or can't get it up even with trt I really get severely depressed and shut down. Has anyone been thru this what did you do to help

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    started pct a few days ago btw

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    Cycling at young age (under 25) is a lot more dangerous cause the body is still finding an hormonal equilibrium, read this: http://forums.steroid.com/anabolic-s...-steroids.html

    Having said that it is normal for everyone to have at least a week of feeling low libido and sex drive, sometimes more.

    What is your PCT?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Mr.BB View Post
    Cycling at young age (under 25) is a lot more dangerous cause the body is still finding an hormonal equilibrium, read this:

    Having said that it is normal for everyone to have at least a week of feeling low libido and sex drive, sometimes more.

    What is your PCT?
    Clomid 100|100|50|50

    Nolva 40|40|20|20

    I'm on day four. I can watch ponr for an hour and try to fap it wouldn't even get a semi. But what scares me the most even on cycle my wood and libido was weak

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    fuk the feeling of this being our ONE life, I am just starting my prime and I probably will never get the chance at romance. I can't stop crying Idk I'm just really depressed or clomid

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    Hang in there, PCT is tough on some guys, you need to be patient while your natural testosterone production recovers.
    Try to eat well and train as hard as you can.

    Lower the clomid to 50 on 2nd week, no need for such amount.

    If the problem persists later, after PCT, you will need to take bloods to find out whats missing, but for now you should just relax and ride it out, your not the 1st in that spot and certainly not the last.
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    What were your doses of test. Hcg and aromasin ? Have you stopped everything except nolva and clomid?

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    Clomid <


    Sounds about like my PCT went - I don't know how some guys survive that shit

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    Quote Originally Posted by < <Samson> >
    Clomid < Sounds about like my PCT went - I don't know how some guys survive that shit
    Me too, that's why I switched from clo to torem.

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    500 week test and hcg , 12.5 aro everyday

    stopped everything besides pct

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    Quote Originally Posted by Buster Brown
    Me too, that's why I switched from clo to torem.
    Not me

    I switched from test to more test. Lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by < <Samson> > View Post
    Not me

    I switched from test to more test. Lol
    Does that mean ur on trt

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    It is more dangerous but it doesn't mean your screwed for life. Get through pct and see where your at. Clomid makes you feel like crap but youll get through it.

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    Could be possible that it wasn't test e. You should of been raging on 500mg. One or 2 things could of also happened. Gear could of been underdosed and you lowered estrogen to much. Or the opposite and it to high. Drop the clomid to 50mg and run it for 4 weeks. You should start coming good after that

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    Quote Originally Posted by RA View Post
    It is more dangerous but it doesn't mean your screwed for life. Get through pct and see where your at. Clomid makes you feel like crap but youll get through it.
    When I look at your avi I want to be turned on so bad. I can't just 'activate' no matter how much I imagine doing bad with her.

    I doubt the t wasn't legit. I gained 25 lbs in ten weeks and id say solid 10 lbs of that of muscle (multiple comments, lifts were thru the roof) my friend told me to get a prolactin and estrogen test because he seemed sure it has to one of those two things that is wrong with me. Estradiol sensitive came back at 14 10~35 prolactin was normal.

    So what could have caused this? the only 5ing I came across is low shbg? Does it decrease on a test cycle? How long does it take after a cycle to normalize?

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    It all depends. Sometimes it can take over 6 months. Some people recovery just after pct. just stick the pct out. 6 weeks after, do blood work and see where your levels are at

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    Quote Originally Posted by 641 View Post
    When I look at your avi I want to be turned on so bad. I can't just 'activate' no matter how much I imagine doing bad with her.

    I know them feels, it's creepy - It's like it's just gone. I hit PCT twice, actually one and a half. 2nd time, I said fvck it and jumped back on after 2 weeks post PCT.

    But, my natural test levels always sucked - even before the juice.


    So, I decided to do my own self prescribed blast & cruise TRT.


    Solid so far - There is a lot to it - It's not a simple


    If you felt fine before the sauce, you'll feel fine again. But, it will take some time

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    Hang in there man you will be feeling better in time.

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