Fried androgen receptors?

[Silentkiller424]

In november last year i had taken what was supposed to be anavar for 8 days when i decided i shouldnt be doing aas at this age, it shut me down hard in 8 days. Pre cycle test levels were 820ng/dl, after 8 days of anavar they were 150ng/dl. I took clomid 50mg and in 10 days my test levels were at 1117ng/dl. I stopped the clomid and it crashed to 400ng/dl.
I tried to get my test up naturally. After weight training sessions and while doing intermittent fasting i could feel my test levels increased as my libido was significantly high and i was feeling good and gains (which had stopped). All was good, i was recovering but then i had alchohol for a few weeks after which i think suppresed me again. My test levels were at 256ng/dl. My endo put me on clomid again. My test levels came to 979ng/dl.
But my problem was that i could not feel anything. I had every symptom of low testosterone . My libido was non existant, no gains were coming inspite of training hard and eating like a horse, my facial hair stopped growing, so did the pubic and armpit hair. My endo couldnt understand whats happening to me. Later my test levels came in the 1000s still i had every symptom of low test. No hair growth, no libido, no gains.
Now i am stuck here and i dont know what to do. My estrogen is also in check. Two doctors that i saw didnt understand whats happening to me.
Did the alchohol fry my androgen receptors? Because immediately after drinking i felt very suppressed and shut down.
Please help me out. Im 20 years old and i cant get an erection. My problem is not psycological, please dont tell me it is.
Im also taking l-carnitine to fix my androgen receptors.
Somebody please help me out. I am very depressed and frustrated and im not understanding whats happening to me.

[djgreen]

didn't you already make a post saying the exact same thing?