Depression

**big.j** · 08-22-2015, 10:10 AM

can high test levels cause depression? for over a week now I have been having hot flashes and shaking and ****ed up thoughts like I am going to die. I have had blood taken, all levels good, not low blood sugar. test level is over 2600. spent Tuesday in hospital hooked up to monitor, blood pressure was good all day and had stress test, no heart problems. was taking biotech t400 for about 3 weeks 1cc every 4 days last shot was Tuesday 11th problems started Wednesday night 12th. was also 4 days into grey top gh at 5iu a day. I have not taken anything since that night it started. blood was taken Thursday 13th.

**Mr.BB** · 08-22-2015, 10:13 AM

Did you test e2 levels?

**jimmyinkedup** · 08-22-2015, 10:17 AM

Originally Posted by Mr.BB

Did you test e2 levels?

This is what I was going to ask as well.

**bloodchoke** · 08-22-2015, 10:22 AM

The feelings and sensations you describe sound more to me like anxiety. How's your estrogen? Elevated estrogen levels can increase anxiety. Hopefully, someone who knows more than I do about this stuff will chime in. In the mean time, just remember this:

Emotions and reality are not the same thing. They often intersect but, when you're feeling depressed and/or anxious, The world is not the dark place it appears to be. Hang in there, big.j.

**big.j** · 08-22-2015, 10:39 AM

THANKS. it sucks. what are e2? you think I should take any more test?

**bloodchoke** · 08-22-2015, 10:55 AM

E2 = estrogen; there's a very good chance that it wasn't in your blood work package if you just had test levels tested. Post your entire cycle, gear and support drugs, when you started, etc. and people can better recommend a course of action. Good luck!

**big.j** · 08-22-2015, 12:14 PM

started beginning of june with scirox t300 every 3 days scirox deca every 5 days and blue top gh 5 iu a day in mid july had test checked was 700 at that time was doing scirox gh then a novotrpin kit on 7/22 started biotech t400 and took 1cc on 7/26 8/2 8/7 8/11 on 8/2 I did 2.5 iu grey top in morning and at night on Monday and Tuesday I did 2.5 at 6pm and 10pm on Wednesday I did 2.5 in morning. problems started that night I was doing last tricep set and I suddenly got real hot inside and started shaking. I went home and ate a steak and broccoli and drank water. continued having hot flashes and shakes all night and could not sleep the next morning I finally slept a couple hours and then after eating I started shaking and sweating so I called dr and went in they took blood all levels good, sugar good not dehydrated blood pressure good but test level 2600 It seems every time I feel this I start to breath hard and feel like I don't have a purpose I start thinking about what will I do in the future. I recently started a new job and I am not doing good at it and I am worried about what I will do. It a sales job that is all commission and I am just not selling enough. I have only been there a month but I should be doing better. I don't know what to do. I went back to dr yesterday and got script for buspirone it seemed to help a little yesterday but not really today.

**bloodchoke** · 08-22-2015, 01:41 PM

Originally Posted by big.j

it sucks.

It does suck. And it will pass.

**Mr.BB** · 08-22-2015, 01:49 PM

Dude, can you use some paragraphs plz? Its unreadable

You didnt do enough research, you forgot to take an AI and your estrogen (e2) is probably the same of a ovulating woman.

You should have done test only as 1st cycle, deca with high e2 you are going to get deca dick.

Take some bloodwork, but dont forget to test the important stuff while on cycle like e2 and prolactin

Edit: BTW the HGH is fake and can be dangerous.

**big.j** · 08-22-2015, 02:49 PM

not had any deca since beginning of july. no problem with dick, drove a stripper home 3 weeks ago and got bj took 45 minutes and was still like a rock. you think I should try some anti estrogen? is stuff from gnc any good?

should I continue test, maybe 1/2cc? a guy I work with said if I just stop like I did I can crash and get more depressed, I should come off slow

**Mr.BB** · 08-22-2015, 02:53 PM

Originally Posted by big.j

not had any deca since beginning of july. no problem with dick, drove a stripper home 3 weeks ago and got bj took 45 minutes and was still like a rock. you think I should try some anti estrogen? is stuff from gnc any good?

should I continue test, maybe 1/2cc? a guy I work with said if I just stop like I did I can crash and get more depressed, I should come off slow