libido dead AF

[nattyTEST]

so long story short. I am 23 almost 24.. did a stupid long 6 month cycle about 8 months ago but my libido its still ****ed up. (constant 750mg-1g test weekly, and varying every 6 weeks deca , tren , primo etc.

Cant change what I did and don't really care to think in that.

at the moment I am trying just to recover my libido may be with pct or exo test or whatever the adequate rout might me.

I am on 2 week of nolva 20mg & clomid 50mg

and have this labs from yesterday

still waiting for total test to come out next week, and haven't done estradiol, sghb, free test
because endo bitched a lot and didn't send them

is my LH so high because of clomid? how about the value of my FSH?
prolactin seems normal



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yesterday managed to masturbate watching prn. Theres a little bit of libido but still is hard as faak to get it up. None the less my load was huge, probably due to clomid

[nattyTEST]

also

Hello bros. so.. for the sake of curiosity I asked a local IFBB pro if he knew if I could do anything or how can he help me.

and he send me this post cycle

PCT

hcg : 6000 ui monday and saturday / week 1

monday 3000ui, friday 3000ui and sunday 3000ui /week 2

monday, wednesday, friday and sunday 2000ui /week3 and 4

proviron . 1 daily morning

clomid 3 pills first 3 days/ 2 pills 3 days/ 1 pill until complete 4 weeks

He also said to use TEST

sustanon 250
propionate 100

1cm of each on friday

and 1mg arimidex each night

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test on a postcycle????? wtf..

none the less I have talked to a guy who swears by this post cycle.

will I continue ****ing everything up if I try this post cycle?

[TheTaxMan]

Looks a complete mess and poor advice

Id run another PCT of Nolva and Clomid and just keep hoping/be patient for recovery

You might never recover though and may up on TRT, just be prepared for that

[nattyTEST]

Looks a complete mess and poor advice

Id run another PCT of Nolva and Clomid and just keep hoping/be patient for recovery

You might never recover though and may up on TRT, just be prepared for that

I am prepared. Im waiting on total test. And doing bloods again after this pct.

I hope not but anyway fortunately trt exist if that is the case

whats wird is that after some time with test at 750 towards the end of that cycle I was having already a loss in libido even when on.

[TheTaxMan]

Your E2 could have raised along with prolactin levels causing libido issues.
Did you run an AI on that big cycle or not? Did you get any bloods done on the cycle?

[nattyTEST]

Your E2 could have raised along with prolactin levels causing libido issues.
Did you run an AI on that big cycle or not? Did you get any bloods done on the cycle?

never run an AI on cycle. just 50mg proviron at night. I followed the advice of some local pro I mistaked
prolactin in this test done about 3 days ago seems perfectly in range
never got bloods while on cycle.
I don't even remember if my balls where this size precycle or not.

I am waiting for tomorrow to go to another doctor to send me the bloods left. free test, shgb, estradiol

But I do believe been having high estro while on the 50mgs clomid y nolva. Yesterday my face was red as fak. took 1 mg and today I am normal.

but apparently I am not sterile given my fsh and lh values. And could get a huge load even though it was hard to get the pecker up

///also last total test done, was 460 on scale of 240-1100 something like that

[TheTaxMan]

Prolactin now might be fine
But prolactin on cycle is likely why you lost libido even on high dose of test you were talking about

Your loss of libido now isnt to do with prolactin, its cause your shut down and will likely have very low test

[nattyTEST]

Prolactin now might be fine
But prolactin on cycle is likely why you lost libido even on high dose of test you were talking about

Your loss of libido now isnt to do with prolactin, its cause your shut down and will likely have very low test

probably right.
posting total test as soon as I get it.

[nattyTEST]

I have really really good news

my natural test is high as fuk, just received the lab.



965.90 ng/dl reference is from 280-800 ng/dl

fuark but still libido dead as ****. Only been 1 week and a halve on clomid & taxus

[NACH3]

Prolactin now might be fine
But prolactin on cycle is likely why you lost libido even on high dose of test you were talking about

Your loss of libido now isnt to do with prolactin, its cause your shut down and will likely have very low test

No progestin was taken(no 19nors) - so unless his prolactin was elevated prior to his test cycle it wasn't his prolactin - he wasn't taking an AI(proviron is a synthetic DHT which is not an AI) the first thing one should always be doing is controlling their E2 which can only be done with an AI(your E2 was more than likely very elevated) dice you get your E2 sensitive essay done(not standard estrodial)??

[parkra]

I have really really good news

my natural test is high as fuk, just received the lab.



965.90 ng/dl reference is from 280-800 ng/dl

fuark but still libido dead as ****. Only been 1 week and a halve on clomid & taxus

the serms are increasing your test, the good news is that your body is responding to the it but whats important is can it hold up after the serms clear out of you

[nattyTEST]

last question. My balls hurt lol. is it normal in pct?

sometimes I feel like crap, red face, cold body.. I believe it could be oestrogen. should I pop some ai?

[brazey]

Get labs done.

[ScotchGuard02]

Total Test just means you have a lot of Test. It's the Free Test that binds with receptors and does the goods. PCT should be 1) take absolutely nothing until the cycle Test level comes down. 3 days rest for short ester like Prop and 2 weeks for long esters like Enth. 2) stick with 100mg/ed for the first week of PCT + 40mg/ed of nolvadex . Then for the next 3 weeks 50mg/ed clomid + 20mg/ed nolvadex. 3) Take nothing for at least 6 months and let your body recover. Most guys can't wait that long so they take the risk and cycle again. If you want your body to recover, you need to take nothing and rest. Food is a powerful steroid . You can do a lot by dialing in your diet.

[nattyTEST]

Total Test just means you have a lot of Test. It's the Free Test that binds with receptors and does the goods. PCT should be 1) take absolutely nothing until the cycle Test level comes down. 3 days rest for short ester like Prop and 2 weeks for long esters like Enth. 2) stick with 100mg/ed for the first week of PCT + 40mg/ed of nolvadex. Then for the next 3 weeks 50mg/ed clomid + 20mg/ed nolvadex. 3) Take nothing for at least 6 months and let your body recover. Most guys can't wait that long so they take the risk and cycle again. If you want your body to recover, you need to take nothing and rest. Food is a powerful steroid. You can do a lot by dialing in your diet.

I know bro.

been 8 months im off.

decided to do pct again because dead libido. (2 weeks into pct at the moment)

none the less test seems fine. tomorrow doing free test and sghb to see if the problem is there

[nattyTEST]

my hematocrits is 48.4% is this a high value off cycle. should I donate blood

[fxrjuiceman]

Pretty simple u didn't do any research and ran Tren Deca on and off and test for a 6 month cycle it's 8 month later your libido is still fkd ur gonna go on trt because of this mistake or keep waiting months and prey for a miracle and your only 23..... I read something like this atleast once a week. I feel sorry for you man next time don't take a friends word for granted and research it yourself to be sure. U can try the power pct. As taxman said your libido problems on cycle were definetly from high prolactin while on Tren and Deca you did this cycle with no caber and no ai. That sucks dude these 2 pills are magical on cycle. Like NACH said your estrogen at the end when you ran the 750 and had libido problems was high estrogen

[nattyTEST]

Pretty simple u didn't do any research and ran Tren Deca on and off and test for a 6 month cycle it's 8 month later your libido is still fkd ur gonna go on trt because of this mistake or keep waiting months and prey for a miracle and your only 23..... I read something like this atleast once a week. I feel sorry for you man next time don't take a friends word for granted and research it yourself to be sure. U can try the power pct. As taxman said your libido problems on cycle were definetly from high prolactin while on Tren and Deca you did this cycle with no caber and no ai. That sucks dude these 2 pills are magical on cycle. Like

why would I go on trt? if my total test is at almost 1000ng/dl natural 8 months later

what a sad phaggot you have to be to really take the time to write that

[parkra]

why would I go on trt? if my total test is at almost 1000ng/dl natural 8 months later

what a sad phaggot you have to be to really take the time to write that

Im not gonna lie i lol'd at the rage


But srsly op you need to test ur blood at least a month after stopping the serms ur test will not be that high (more than likely ) but the goal is to see if the serms will restore ur hpta function. U may be fuked up and if uv been off for 8 months and if u finish this pct and still dont recover i would say look into trt

[nattyTEST]

Im not gonna lie i lol'd at the rage


But srsly op you need to test ur blood at least a month after stopping the serms ur test will not be that high (more than likely ) but the goal is to see if the serms will restore ur hpta function. U may be fuked up and if uv been off for 8 months and if u finish this pct and still dont recover i would say look into trt

lol. ok bro.

I know. My test sits around 550-600 without the serms, so I don't think test is the problem. will have to do more exams.

[Mr.BB]

what a sad phaggot you have to be to really take the time to write that

Your attitude is really uncalled for.

Lost all will to help out...

[ScotchGuard02]

Why the attitude bro? Knowledgeable people will not respond to people with attitude.

[nattyTEST]

Why the attitude bro? Knowledgeable people will not respond to people with attitude.

its ok bro as you wish. if don't care to help.. simple, no one is forcing you.

thanks

I just dont see the reason to attack my past mistakes

[73rr]

There trying to help so u should probably relax.

They see this all the time. Young ppl coming in and trying to cycle some crazy cycle. Most don't follow what they say and end up back here with problems like u. So ones again relax.

How do u no your t level is 550-600 off of serms?

Power pct has been suggested. Have u looked into this?

[NACH3]

No reason for the attitude! This was your decision, right?! Well we see this daily - and the knowledgeable guys here are trying to help but with your attitude being that of a child it's difficult to take you seriously! Let alone you didn't help yourself by researching... It's not like throwing back a beer...

It seems your testes aren't responding(which Dr Scally's power pct may be your best option) if your testes don respond to the HCG in high doses your looking at primary hypogonadism... GL and start listening if you want help! Gl

[nattyTEST]

For anyone willing to help.

I did two tests after that long cycle one sitting at 280ng/dl total test and the second at 460 if i remember correctly. Both after pct.

Now 8 months later I started a pct again in hope I regain my libido. I didnt do test examns this time, i just started.. And 1.5 weeks into pct did bloods. And total test serum came back at 995ng/dl still having libido and ed problems.

I really dont know what route to take. Havent been with my girlfriend because scared it wont work. None the less i sometimes can get a good hrd on watching prn and with manual stimulation, but not like before that I was ready any time any where.

My question is.. My lh and fsh are working. My total test came back at almost 1000ng/dl. Even if the test is higher at the moment just because of the serms.. With a 1000ng/dl I shouldnt have libido and ed at least while on the serms isnt it? So what can I do..

How about if I jump on proviron and run some dhea for now? Will a dose of 50mg proviron daily shut down my hpta?

I would obv wont like trt. But if that is the case I would become the most shredded biggest baldest mofo in town blasting and cruising. I just want to regain my libido back.

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I dont know if this means something. But I have huge loads, i dont know if it means something with my recovery process.

Havent really tried cialis also, im scared to be with my grilfriend and have a limp dck. She is horny all the time.. I have managed to avoid it for now without looking like a complete phagt.

Thanks for anyone willing to help me. I would reslly apreciate it. I feel f-ed and feel hopeless

[parkra]

For anyone willing to help.

I did two tests after that long cycle one sitting at 280ng/dl total test and the second at 460 if i remember correctly. Both after pct.

Now 8 months later I started a pct again in hope I regain my libido. I didnt do test examns this time, i just started.. And 1.5 weeks into pct did bloods. And total test serum came back at 995ng/dl still having libido and ed problems.

I really dont know what route to take. Havent been with my girlfriend because scared it wont work. None the less i sometimes can get a good hrd on watching prn and with manual stimulation, but not like before that I was ready any time any where.

My question is.. My lh and fsh are working. My total test came back at almost 1000ng/dl. Even if the test is higher at the moment just because of the serms.. With a 1000ng/dl I shouldnt have libido and ed at least while on the serms isnt it? So what can I do..

How about if I jump on proviron and run some dhea for now? Will a dose of 50mg proviron daily shut down my hpta?

I would obv wont like trt. But if that is the case I would become the most shredded biggest baldest mofo in town blasting and cruising. I just want to regain my libido back.

Graphic content
I dont know if this means something. But I have huge loads, i dont know if it means something with my recovery process.

Havent really tried cialis also, im scared to be with my grilfriend and have a limp dck. She is horny all the time.. I have managed to avoid it for now without looking like a complete phagt.

Thanks for anyone willing to help me. I would reslly apreciate it. I feel f-ed and feel hopeless

The serms are blocking your estrogen receptors (my own theory) is that since your not within a certin range your body doesnt 'activate' its sexual desire, just like puberty once you get into range u just turn on and once some of those hormones are thrown too far off its like what you felt before puberty as it isnt in range to be activated. Truth be told this is just my thinking we still are confused on the whole process


Op u say ur loads are huge but on ejaculation is it shooting or dribbling out? If ur unable to become aroused it usually just dribbles out and lacks alot of semen.

What other sexual symptoms are you having

[nattyTEST]

The serms are blocking your estrogen receptors (my own theory) is that since your not within a certin range your body doesnt 'activate' its sexual desire, just like puberty once you get into range u just turn on and once some of those hormones are thrown too far off its like what you felt before puberty as it isnt in range to be activated. Truth be told this is just my thinking we still are confused on the whole process


Op u say ur loads are huge but on ejaculation is it shooting or dribbling out? If ur unable to become aroused it usually just dribbles out and lacks alot of semen.

What other sexual symptoms are you having

Thanks bro!!!

Forgot to add. Lately i been eaking up almost every day with decent morning wood.

I do feel sometimes mentally there (aroused) but getting it up is not that easy

And hard erections are not always achieved. At the moment can achieve them qith manual help and maybe focusing a lot. But not always it gets hard its a 3/4 spaghetti. Although managing to come hard or 3/4 is not hard.

[nattyTEST]

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Also in this pct i constantly feel like tickles incmy balls lol.

I still manage to masturbate but its not a need like it usted to be.. I mean watching some hot bish or something doesnt make me feel like i have to. Lately ive been masturbating but more because im scared and want to see if im still able to do it.

[nattyTEST]

Mmm havent though about ejaculations. I dont like shooting so dont know if i can shoot them. I do can say im habing huge loads as it used to be pre cycle qhen i was very very aroused

[parkra]

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Also in this pct i constantly feel like tickles incmy balls lol.

I still manage to masturbate but its not a need like it usted to be.. I mean watching some hot bish or something doesnt make me feel like i have to. Lately ive been masturbating but more because im scared and want to see if im still able to do it.

Ur not gwtting sexually aroused, m the exact same during pct and most people who dont get aroused feel the same, u can watch porn all u want and feel nothing and only manual stimulation gets you to 75% 80%, your not.

How about ur orgasum, does it feel weaker than normal and take longer to finish?

If u just had secondary hypogonadism and the serms got your back to normal once the serms clear everything should go back to normal

[nattyTEST]

Ur not gwtting sexually aroused, m the exact same during pct and most people who dont get aroused feel the same, u can watch prn all u want and feel nothing and only manual stimulation gets you to 75% 80%, your not.

How about ur orgasum, does it feel weaker than normal and take longer to finish?

If u just had secondary hypogonadism and the serms got your back to normal once the serms clear everything should go back to normal

Orgams do feel great. Huge loads, which in turn make them feel Great. Mmm usually i can fish somewhat easily i just open memories in my brain of hot bishes i had been with and manage to come. I can say my balls feel bigger, but i truly dont remember its size pre cycle. I have tried measuring them and comparing with my natty friends but its way to difficult to measure your balls lol

Exactly like that.. I manily do it because I want to see if I can still do it (masturbate) But cant get qroused at all. Or at least very very little.

Is using provi in this pct a bad idea?
Or should I just wait it out till the end and see there what route to take.

[nattyTEST]

Also i decreased clomid to 25mgs.. At 50 I sometimes feel like shit

[nattyTEST]

Thanks for the inputs bros. I reslly apreciate it

[parkra]

Also i decreased clomid to 25mgs.. At 50 I sometimes feel like shit

If ur lh was normal and ur t is low i think its because ur testes are desensitized since u were shut down for that long without hcg

PoWeR PCT Program

[nattyTEST]

Thanks. Im just 1-2 weeks short to end the actual pct. If it doesnt work will surely try this power pct. Good read

[dcyp]

Thanks. Im just 1-2 weeks short to end the actual pct. If it doesnt work will surely try this power pct. Good read

did you end up recovering dude?

im in the same boat at the moment

[eslim]

Proviron especially will shut you down and keep you down during PCT.

[Chicagotarsier]

First, There are many many people out there that do 6-month cycles. There are plenty of people that do no cycles. I did no cycles and resulted Primary Hypogonadal. If it is in the cards it is in the cards. That being said don't point at anything that you think might have messed you up,

From my side I don't see a huge problem. Your Test is more than ok. You do not have a lab from before you started so you do not know if your LH and FSH was that way to start with. So the good is your testicales work. The great is they are working great producing high out of band test level. You have sensitivity issues. This is something that is a complex troubleshoot. My sensitivity issue was somewhat fixed by Cialis. I do not use HCG so I also have a quantity issue when ejackulating. That is my next step to work on. A Power PCT is not going to fix the sensitivity issue. It might fix your lab readings but you really need to go get more bloodwork.

My two cents.

[Chicagotarsier]

Proviron especially will shut you down and keep you down during PCT.

If the amount of time is correct he said he has been off cycle he is not shut down. His LH is out of scale high and we do not know if it was that way before cycle. His test reading looks good so far. The devil is in the details which his lab does not show.