Ok so I'm a first time steroid user and this is my first cycle and I jumped into it without knowing what I was signing up for.

My first injection was May 27 of 400mg Test enthanate

On May 30 I injected 600 mg of test enthanate then got the news my sister died.

So I went to her funeral and laid off the shit for about 2 weeks.

then I injected 400 mg more test enthanate

2-3 weeks later I got hold of test cypionate, and just ass my testosterone crashed I injected 200 mg more. That was Saturday. Today I was going to inject another 200mg dose

But I want to QUIT this cycle but I fear I'm in too deep now, I have NO anti estrogen, no PCT, no idea what to do. I need helpful advice

Like if I just stop, what's going to happen to me?
I'm 23 young and fit but I'm scared I'm going to fuck myself up