Okay so i ran a tren ace / test bulking cycle recently and i never asked the questiom but i was really interested in something i noticed.
I was gaining size but I only really noticed when doing body measurements. It was really weird.. i was like... okay so my arms are way bigger at the end of the cycle than the beginning but somehow they dont look as much bigger as the tape measure is saying.
Ill just say it how it is. I bulked up then i took a few weeks to lean up and at the end of the cycle I gained 3 inches on my flexed bicep, LOST 3/4 " off my waistline and still managed to net +33 pounds on the scale. (14 week tren ace cycle.. i know i know but bloods are in and my test is back to pre cycle levels thank god after doing some pct with hcg, nolva, and clomid)
Yet I look in the mirror and Im like.. yeah im looking better but no way did i do all that much. Like if you told me i was 33 pounds heavier just by looking in the mirror i would say no way. I heard that tren reduces glycogen storage and water retention so maybe it has something to do with why i look lean in the mirror?
I mean am i going crazy? Am I suffering from bigorexia? Am i literally never satisfied no matter how much bigger i get and dont see as much a difference or was it the tren? Im really thinking i got bigorexia i have no idea anymore. I gained 33 pounds and got leaner and still I look in the mirror and all I can think is theres no way I gained 33 pounds and lost an inch off my waist almost but sure enough the tape measure and scale cant be lieing.. help me out please.