I dont know what to do exactly i want to come back to the gym but i feel i cant i feel weaknes from deep inside i feel my body tells me i cant train any more or as before like 500lb bench press 600lb squat and i feel something bad will happen if i used steroids again or supplements. General blood work shows everythings fine except rbc is borderline and vitamin d is super low and bad cholesterol is borderline too. I want to train but im scared or i dont want to be injured again or having serious problem. But in other hand i want to back to the life style 2 hours in gym 6 meals a day etc.
I appreciate any help. Thank you.