19
6'
195 lbs
So thought I was ready started my first injection 2 days ago shit went good nothing bad but my mental stability crashed the whole world seemed greyish for some reason got depressed really bad too, couldnt sleep and got anxiety even though i have a legitimate reason to do cycles as a disease in my testicle which suppress some of my testicle ability to make testosterone.
It really felt i was doing something wrong like it didnt seem right to go hide in ur room and pin needles it didnt feel good... So i might reconsider this when im a bit more mature 20-23 we'll see though.
So my question is will this 250 mg of testosterone i injected 2 days ago suppress my TRT levels forever? Like never ever return the way they were no matter the time? Also i injected around 250 iu of HCG yesterday. I'm afraid i have done some permanent damage to my HPTA or something....
2 weeks after this i do PCT right?
Edit: =Enanthate