My last post is one of the greatest I ever made btw.
Any distraction is the enemy.
Hobbies
Friends
Family
Special occasions
Releases
You will never relax either they won't let you.
Every second is their desires or total chaos.
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My last post is one of the greatest I ever made btw.
Any distraction is the enemy.
Hobbies
Friends
Family
Special occasions
Releases
You will never relax either they won't let you.
Every second is their desires or total chaos.
I am only saying this because I want you to get rid of your gf and kid so that I can be the center of your attention all the time.
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Just kidding but the mind games are literally on that level and above to some level no one but a narcissist can understand that I have no clue about or that bitch would be sucking my dick right now.
There is no cure for it.
Time doesn't heal their issue. It just makes it easier for them to hide it.
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Check it out... Had gf stage a garage sale so I could pretend to accidentslly leave the garage door open and shoot tweekers.
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That fkin bich is selling my rhinestone sparkly shirt becsuse it doesnt fit!
She must expect me to juice until I die!
You also just had silabolin tell you to cheer up.
Thats pretty fucking serious.
1) I can see where a perpetually elevated T level would get old. After about 12-14 weeks of light blasting, I'm ready mentally and physically to scale things back. Off blast my total T is roughly the value you mention and my free T is at the upper end or just over the top.
2) May not need a therapist. Sounds like you have a problem similar to mine ....too many fvckers trying to live in my head rent free. Sometimes you have to evict a few of them and send them away for a while. :)
Take some time Couch, life gets to everyone once in a while.
Step back, take a deep breath and think. Family is most important, but you have to take care of yourself so you can be there for them.
I had to get away from a crazy girlfriend two years ago. We were together almost 8 years. I was depressed and suicidal by the end. She also tried to help me when we finally broke up. People are complex and not everything is black and white. I decided to leave and I'm happier now. Not 100% happy, but getting better. Not hopeless anymore. We are still friends, we were always better as friends - from a distance. Steroids actually cured me of my depression, come to think of it. Like I said, I'll never feel perfect, but I'll do what it takes for as long as I can.
I wonder how many times I said this
I’ll leave - in a pine box, hopefully a long time from now
Take a couple weeks off. I do it every year. It does a body and mind good.
Just run TRT for a while. Coming off cycle TRT often times makes me feel like I can breath again. Like my body just relaxes and says thank you.
Spend time with your family and relax. Do the things you normally don't have time to do.
Let your lifting and fitness lifestyle revolve around your life, not the other way around.
Lastly, you're not allowed to leave.
I'm newer around here but good to see all the support you guys provide to the members here that doesn't just pertain to cycle advice!
Exactly my take
I do it twice a year, one break of about 8 weeks from March to May & the other usually in September & October
I still lift, but I take random brakes now - just did one for about 2-3 weeks since work picked up & we were busy af - my joints def approve
Late to the party here, but damn Couch.
Kind of like what Kel saying about letting this stuff revolve around your life instead of the other way around.
We don’t exchange posts much, but I for one will really miss you. I just won’t miss that one song that you dug bout this brother having a bluebird on his shoulder. Still a wtf for me.
Hope you find peace bro.
Hes not leaving he is taking a break.
I am going to drive by him once a week and hit him with 1 gram of tren from a tranq gun.
He will be pissed by the fourth injection and dose himself.
Lol it would hurt!
I used them on cattle and the would bellow and buck. Would leave a mother of a bruise. Needles have a bump in tthe to prevent them from coming out and tge medicine is injected by a super unstable primer about the size of and ibuprophen.
If you drop a primer it blows up like a firecracker.
I miss doing that shit.
Zy....xylazine!
Nothing like tranquing a big animal.
Best of luck Couchlockd