Originally Posted by
Obs
I been doing trees for years.
Big boring story.
Its hands down the most dangerous occupation you will find. I grew up logging but never had training of any kind in it or climbing.
I taught myself and developed my own methods.
My biggest problem starting out was that people would look at me personally and think, "One guy... This guy.. Is gonna take this enormous tree down and not crush my house then haul it all away? Ya right..."
My only way in was to undercut everyone big time and I wasn't making shit.
Fast forward a few years and people are evading my eye contact. They see confidence and someone with bigger arms than anyone they know or have seen with veins running down them and quelling all their fears before they can even express them.
They feel insecure to have anyone else do it. Now I get outbid by others and still wind up being chosen.
Success is 99% confidence.
Aside from that my bloodwork naturally was shit.
I should have never stopped using.
Being an insecure depressed piss on will kill you quicker than AAS.
If I had continued living the life I was it was over.
I used to sit in my barn on the attic steps and cry praying God would give me the opportunity to make more of myself. I was trapped in a place I did not belong pissing away potential on a disgusting leech of an ex wife.
AAS was the boost I always needed. Its just one small aspect of the big picture.
Everyone who ever did something new and great was cast out as dangerous and stupid.
We have airplanes, rockets, and lightspeed communication because someone had the balls to put aside safety and make it happen.
Optimization is life.
If we arent sticking our necks out or taking chances in progression we might as well go back to cave dwelling.
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