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I’m different when it comes to this shit
I feel like I need to have connection before I fuck someone. Specially being married & all - she’s good with a lot of shit that I do, so I def give my wife that. Since being married, I haven’t fucked anyone on the side who she didn’t know about.
She def is stand offish about introducing new pussy into the relationship & I get it. . . When something new arrives, the old gets pushed to the side & fast - why take the daily driver out when you got this good running fresh convertible
But, I got this shit on a routine ever since coming back to life - get up, do all my morning shit - then take out a whole days forward worth of frustration on the wife(she def don’t mind)
Then get on with my whole day
A few days we fought & I don’t do shit in the AM, we get all bitchy & irate for the whole day
One time, I was like fuck it - I still need to get this out of my system
Def a love hate relationship, but I feel like I should when I can - fucking seems to be good for our overall well being & attitude - prob is when you don’t get your fix < just like all the other shit we get addicted to