Hey!
Jesus christ i feel like crying! Its really irrational.
Am taking 300ml test amd 400ml decca.
I have been taking an AI with it, half a pill EOD.
Should I increase?
This is the first time i have experienced this.
Cheers
Hey!
Jesus christ i feel like crying! Its really irrational.
Am taking 300ml test amd 400ml decca.
I have been taking an AI with it, half a pill EOD.
Should I increase?
This is the first time i have experienced this.
Cheers
you are messing with ur hormones while taking pretty serious mental health meds. There is nothing worth risking ur mental health.
there is much more to this then "im taking test and deca"
my advice will def not be the favorable advice but I would come off the gear, get ur mind straight, then re-introduce the gear.
good luck young bud
Heythanks for the input. Its really vaild.
I could argue it, but that would just be to justify taking gear.
Just really strange to experience it now, having never had it in the past.
Even just talking to my partner about something vaguely happy is causing me to tear up.
Same kind of thing like a manic episode, when everything is really heightened...
Lol maybe thats exactly it, but was completely unaware..
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I'm going to assume this isn't your first cycle considering what you are taking. Most people start with just Test at 250mg to 500mg to see how their body and hormones react. If you have not tried that you may want to come off gear and PCT. Then once all your hormones are normal again per blood testing just run a cycle of test if you have not already tried this. Lots of people make big gains just running test.
Hey.
Have run a few now. This will be the highest dosage i have taken.
I might just drop back to trt dosage.
This morning after pinning, I had a coughing fit.
I always check to see if there is blood, this time was no different. Some of it must have got into the blood stream tho.
Has put me off a bit!
Run labs, check your estrogen. Any labs previously? Estrogen coupled with elevated test levels can be an undoing for sure. AI’s can help but come with their own host of potential issues too.
Find something cathartic to funnel your emotions into. Good news it’s generally transient…is there anything underlying that’s stirring the pot? Just food for thought.
The coughing is normal, happens from time to time.
Regardless, no physique is worth destroying your interpersonal relationships. Just try to use your intellectual mind as opposed to your emotional brain…easier said than done I know.
When I hit a big emotional trigger, I take 6 deep breaths, 5 things to visually see, 4 things to try and listen to (in my surroundings) 3 things I can physically touch, 2 to smell and 1 thing to taste. Sounds silly but it works.
It sounds like mumbo jumbo but it works.
Best of luck
Mental health and gear can be a bad combo.Especially the 19 nors.
Personally, I got on TRT just to see if would help with my depression(levels were low by clinic standards too)
And it has. Somewhat.
I then added low dose deca prescribed by the clinic and within a few weeks felt like mental shit. More than my normal mental shit.
I immediately knew it was the Deca as I have had the same experiences with deca in my teens.
Its just fucks with the pathways in a weird way.
So I kept it simple and use only test. Blast and cruise.
No Ai .
But again,19 nors are whacky af and despite how anabolic they are,not worth the mental sides,especially with someone that already has mental issues.
The low dose blast cycle of Test is doing ok for me.
Not giving adivice or medical how to’s, just throwing my experience out there.
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