Looking for educated opinions or experiences regarding getting back into it
Hi all.
It has been awhile since I have posted on here, mainly because I was deployed/covid/was in an MVA. I find myself in somewhat of a situation that I would like to delve deeper into prior to making a decision.
BLUFF: I was in an motor vehicle accident in 2020 that I finally recovered from. Of course I endured multiple injuries, i.e., TBI, Craniectomy, multiple #s, but the one thing that I am concerned about is that I tore my femoral vein in the accident and had to be treated for a blood clot that formed because of it.
I feel like I have gotten back to a good spot, but of course I am frustrated with what I had before and what I have now. After working hard at functional fitness, diet etc., I was able to get back to about 85% strength, and a frustrating 175 of lean body weight. Another oddity is that I often have rough mental recovery days after I have an intense workout. I suspect that this is because my body eats all my glycogen stores and any residual brain injury effects get exacerbated by it.
I want to further get myself back to where I was before with a light test/var cycle, but I am concerned about the whole blood clot thing. I know being medical by nature that after having a blot clot you have a higher risk of developing them again, even if it was from a traumatic event, and I know that the clot risk comes with cycles. Has anyone ever experienced this or had a friend that has been in this situation before? Is the risk generally low depending on the cycle levels and types? Are there certain precautions that I can take to possibly prevent one from forming should the higher levels of test or estrogen start to create one?
My experience with cycles before were a test, test+var, test+tren+var, and a var only. I am 5'9" @ 175-178. 2800-3k cals per day. poultry/ovo vegetarian diet.
I am not looking at chasing the body building dream, I like a mix of functional/OLY/toning fitness. + want to get back to a lean 185-195.
What I am proposing is a test @400-450mg/week and var @ 50mg/day cycle.
or
a var only cycle to get some of my strength back and aid in the recovery, since I have been having a problem with my mental recovery after the TBI.
Thank you for any help.