Firstly, and notably, the cycle had a remarkable impact on my emotional state. Rather than succumbing to the infamous 'roid rage' stereotype often associated with steroid use, I found myself becoming markedly calmer. This newfound tranquility reflected itself in my interactions with my wife. I began communicating with a heightened level of respect, listening more attentively, and intriguingly, I discovered an enhanced ability to articulate my thoughts coherently.
Secondly, I took my commitment to the steroid cycle seriously, which led to a significant decision in my life: giving up alcohol. Even though my cycle has concluded, my abstinence from alcohol persists. I continued to attend social functions and opted for non-alcoholic beer, a choice that often went unnoticed by those around me. These evenings out no longer concluded with indulging in greasy food, and despite potential sleep disruptions from late nights, I still managed to maintain my workout routine in the mornings.
Devoting a dedicated 3-hour window for exercise (travel time, weight lifting, cardio, sauna, showering, getting ready for work) five times a week made me schedule my day more precisely. It allowed me to allocate substantial, high-quality time to my children - no phones, no distractions. Their enthusiasm for my fitness journey became evident as they cheered me on during workouts, even participating in exercises like push-ups on my back. With three children under the age of 8, they have a knack for boosting their father's ego.
The cycle also had an unexpected impact on my interactions with the opposite sex. I noticed an increase in attention from women, which undeniably provided an ego boost. This led me to ponder whether this aspect, the way steroids make you feel, is what leads some individuals down the path of addiction. I had previously associated steroid addiction with body dysmorphia, but this experience has broadened my perspective.
In conclusion, I wanted to share my transformative journey, which is currently in the post-cycle therapy (PCT) phase. I still feel remarkably good, and I sincerely hope that the gains in both physique and emotional well-being that I have experienced will remain a permanent and positive part of my life.