I have joined the dark side

**abmyers** · 02-03-2004, 12:15 PM

I just made my first injection, and the only thing I can say is easy! I was freakin out, sweating, nervous, but it was over in no time. It was painless, and I saw no blood. It was hard however to get the enan into the syringe, because my hand was shaking so much.

Also, my package came in today, which was a huge monkey off my back. Every day that passed, I got more and more afraid of receiving a seizure letter, or worse, a visit from the po's.

Look forward to the next 3 months, and I'll keep everyone posted on progress.

**Jackman** · 02-03-2004, 12:18 PM

haha good luck bro

**razor67** · 02-03-2004, 12:19 PM

oh boy....now ya done it............lol
sounds like a pretty good day to me....

**ColdSore** · 02-03-2004, 12:21 PM

hell yeah...i remember the first time i had to draw and shot...my buddy who has done a few cycles was with me so i was trying to be a badass, but i kept shakeing and he kept saying "are you sure your ok...i dont want you dieing on me"

**profbiv** · 02-03-2004, 12:27 PM

welcome bro.... I scratched my arm with the pin after pulling out i was shaking so bad on my first....

**abmyers** · 02-03-2004, 01:44 PM

hehe now i cant wait til the next one. kind of an adrenaline rush!

**RUDY-14** · 02-03-2004, 01:53 PM

haha congrats bro, good luck!

**BUYLONGTERM** · 02-03-2004, 02:00 PM

Nice job!!! what does your cycle look like???

**BUYLONGTERM** · 02-03-2004, 02:09 PM

spread out your doses every 4 or 5 hours...

**groverman1** · 02-03-2004, 02:12 PM

The first one is the worst. Good Luck.

**abmyers** · 02-03-2004, 02:16 PM

Originally Posted by buylongterm

Nice job!!! what does your cycle look like???

WK 1-5 D-bol 40mg/day
Test Enan 500mg/wk
Wk 6-10 Test Enan 500 mg/wk
Tren 75mg EOD (maybe, gametime decision at beginning of week 5 based on body fat)
Clomid nolva

**Lord Humungous** · 02-03-2004, 02:23 PM

Yeah, after that first one they're all easy. I look forward to the next one!

Oh, except quad shots...those SUCK.

-LH

**BUYLONGTERM** · 02-03-2004, 02:50 PM

Originally Posted by abmyers

WK 1-5 D-bol 40mg/day
Test Enan 500mg/wk
Wk 6-10 Test Enan 500 mg/wk
Tren 75mg EOD (maybe, gametime decision at beginning of week 5 based on body fat)
Clomid nolva

all you should run is the TEST, and I certainlly wouldn't throw in the Tren in there. Save if for your next cycle.

**abmyers** · 02-08-2004, 12:11 AM

An update on my cycle up to this point.

In 5 days, I have put on 5 pounds, mostly water, I assume. I made my second injection yesterday. The first one was sore for about 3 days, the one I did yesterday is pretty sore at this point. My pumps in the gym have been amazing. I have rediculous stamina, I seriously don't get tired, no matter how hard I work. The guys I work out with are very jealous already, as I am rarely sore, and growing everyday.

Eating a lot is proving more difficult than I anticipated. Before cycle I was avg 3000 kcal a day, and I thought upping to 4000 would be easy, so far it hasn't. My appetite isn't what I would like.

SIDE EFFECTS:
I have noticed a little bit of aggresion, mainly a shorter fuse. Also I have a pounding headache, all day everyday, but I have read that this only lasts about 2 weeks from d-bol. The water retention is a little more than I thought at this point. I am going to lower my sodium, and if that doesn't help, I might start on the nolva.

I am still considering Tren starting week 6, as I know I won't be as lean as I want. My diet is basically eat everything I can, although I try to keep it relatively clean.

Any questions/comments welcome

**LightWeightBaby** · 02-08-2004, 12:15 AM

if you are going to run tren I would run tren in the beginning but like BLT said you should not really mess with tren your first cycle. I would not run dbol for 5 weeks I ran it for 4 1/2 weeks at 40 mg and the worst bloody craps jmo. I also was still drinking 2 gallons a day.
LWB

**CajunMuscle** · 02-08-2004, 12:27 AM

brings back memories, i remember on my first hit i was shaking so bad i could hardly hit the rubber stopper with the pin. had to have my g/f come and jab me, i almost passed out after. god i was such a PU$$Y now that i think bout it. HAHA. Now i look forward to them.

**abmyers** · 02-08-2004, 01:17 AM

Originally Posted by LightWeightBaby

if you are going to run tren I would run tren in the beginning but like BLT said you should not really mess with tren your first cycle. I would not run dbol for 5 weeks I ran it for 4 1/2 weeks at 40 mg and the worst bloody craps jmo. I also was still drinking 2 gallons a day.
LWB

Ouch man, were you taking any liver support(Milk thistle), and were you doing anything else bad to your liver like drinking, accutane, other orals?

**LightWeightBaby** · 02-08-2004, 10:34 AM

Originally Posted by abmyers

Ouch man, were you taking any liver support(Milk thistle), and were you doing anything else bad to your liver like drinking, accutane, other orals?

I ate clean, took no other orals, yes i took milk thistle. Stopped drinking a month before the start of my cycle . Scared me so much it stopped about 2-3 days after stopping the dbol . I will never run over 4 weeks though, not to mention the injectables kick in after 4 weeks so there is no need to run the dbol longer than 4 weeks.

LWB

**jbol** · 02-08-2004, 12:31 PM

good luck with your cycle bro...im lucky enough when i start my fiance (who is an rn) will be doing the sticking..but it still makes me nervous.

**abmyers** · 02-17-2004, 09:19 PM

A cycle update for anyone thinking about a similar cycle:
Day 14:
Between last update and this one a lot happened. My appetite went to nothing, as I got sick, and it really negatively affected my gains. I'm better now, and my appetite is in full swing. Im up a total of 11.5 pounds so far, and BF has gone up marginally if at all. I'm still increasing weights at will....I'm unstopable in the gym.