I dont know about you guys, but this is something I have thinking about lately. Gear is a weird drug in that its not like your on all the time (Sorry to you guys that are). I do 2-4 cycles per year, and have for about 2 years now. I have always been a rec drug user on occation, and I drink like once a week. But I think about gear a lot. I think about my workouts, and diet all the time. I feel like crap if i miss a workout, and I never feel satisfied. I think I have done the right things in terms of my recovery, and monitoring my health. I have only learn more as I have gotten older on this topic. So waht do you gusy think? Are you addticted? Could you stop doing gear forever tomorrow?