im 18 yrs old.ya i said it.18 years of age.im into powerlifting and im almost less than a penny's thickness of breaking a record for our district in powerlifting.so, if you wanna know why, to me, yes this is definatly worth it.i havnt come this far to just turn around and say **** it i tried.im GOING to break this record.im determined, and nothing is in my way.so heres the scoop.before researching anything i hopped on some winstrol without knowing how and why which was a bad idea.im trying to let it get out of my system, but i have gotten to the point where the after affects are really ****ing with my gains.ive got like 20 nosebleeds in the past 2 weeks WHICH IS NO EXAGERATION.im getting depressed, tired, etc.those 2 weeks worth of that stuff really got to me and i plan never to try a winny only cycle while im living.let me ask though just to be sure, is it really the winny thats causing all these nosebleeds?
today i got really pissed unbeivably quick and punched my windshield and broke it in the process.everything was going good i was breezing through my bench routine.315x6, 325x5, 335x5, 355x4, 375x3, and as soon as im about to hit the most important set of the day, i BARELY touched my nose to itch it, and out comes the gushing blood.i tested my blood pressure like 30 minutes after this mis hap when i was still really pissed, and waddya know, 150 over 95.wow.maybe its just b/c i was elevated cuzz of the lifting but who knows.i only hope this doesnt get worse when i hop on the testo and hit a real cycle.im 25 lbs away from breaking this record and it means almost everything to me at this point in my life and maybe years to come.