Allright guys what can I say I am an idiot, but please here me out. So I have done a deca only cycle before 400mg a week and gained 20lbs and kept every pound. I loved that cycle had no problems at all. So I decide to go on another one, but increase the dosage to 600mg.. WHAT a mistake Im like 3 weeks in and my soldier stands at half attention (deca dick) I never belived it, but I have always been a stuborn person beliving that everyone is diffrent. So as soon as I left this girls house I went home immidetly and shot 750mg of test in hopes to get him happy again. I plan to frontload 1 more week at 750 and coast at 500 for like 6 more weeks. I am so ashamed and disapointed in myself for not beliveing in the dreaded deca dick, but THIS **** IS REAL BOYS!!!!!! ANyway I dont even care about muscle right now I am more concerned with my problem. I understand that I made a mistake that could have been avoided if I wasnt so hard headed, but atleast I learned my lesson right. SO fellas do you think I can turn this around because if I have to shot a gram a week for the next couple of weeks I will do it. anything to get me back to normal. I am stopping the deca as of right now. Please guys tell me Im gonna be OK because this is depressing me very badly.

P.S. I am so sorry I didnt listen to everyone, But Let this help others in the future. Deca by itself is the worst thing that could happen to a man. TAKE ME WORD BRO"S DECA DICK IS REALL AND VERY SCARRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!