I would do absolutely anything to regain my ability to fall asleep naturaly.
Gradualy my insomnia got worse and worse and worse until a year ago I was forced to start eating meds that help me fall asleep. But if I for some reason dont have them aviable I cant sleep at all.
Its COMPLETELY impossible for me to fall asleep without them
I even have to take twice as much as my shrink told me to take to fall asleep
This is pissing me off. I never want to be forced to start eating some **** benzo to sleep.
Nowdays I hate to go to beed because I know Im gonna be laying there for atleast 2 hours even with the meds. Twisting and turning and never getting tired. Without the meds Im twisting and turning ALL night and if Im lucky I fall asleep maby 7 a clock in the morning.
I just miss the feeling of becoming tired in the evening/night, becoming all silly, laughing like hell and just longing to crawl into beed and fall asleep. Enjoying the minutes before falling asleep knowing I have a long nice night of sleep ahead of me.
Is there any way to reverse this? Im not even sure its a mental or physical problem

Is there any kind of sleep clinics that specialises in this that can help me out??