Originally Posted by
dazbo
Right, as for pics, Im hopefully going to get tehm in the next few days, The one Ive posted there is totally un-pumped but Im goign to get the next ones pumped so itll be after my gym sesh next for each Body part.
When you say I look 20lbs more than you - in my eyes I really disagree!!
A friend at my gym is around 1-2" shorter than I am - I think he looks a lot bogger than I do, he thinks he looks smaller than I do and his goal is to be my size! he has only slightly more BF than I do. His arms are around the same size as mine (17.5") - he is 15.5st!! So, Im starting to think weight can be deceiving, or my mind tells me Im smaller than I really look - but even the pics I think I look small!!
Anyway, Ive trained naturally right up until I did my first cycle early this year, like I said. I hope (After what I written above) that I can disreegard that first cycle right ???? Its just, before then I looked and weighed the same as I do now - honestly, my wife thinks so, my friends think so and I defo think so. People always used to think I was on steroids and wouldnt beleive me when I said I wasnt - which at that time I wasnt.
Anyway this freind I have who goes to my gym, he used to be pretty small, then a year or so later, he was huge!! and has gradually got bigger. I knew he ate correctly - or pretty good anyways. But, I seen him train, and the way he trained, I really didnt think he could get that big naturally - so I labelled him as a steroid user. Now, one thing was, and still is, I am stronger than he is/was. So he was juicing and I wasnt and I could still lift more and yet he grew at an enormous rate!! Another reason I put it down to juicing.
Anyway, he never ever aadmitted to anyone that he did roids. And, they beleive him. Now in my mind, I thought people would think maybe I was lacking in my diet/training somewhere and thats why I couldnt get as big as him (Dont forget, I think he looks bigger than me). I had pretty much been stuck at this weight for the past 1.5-2yrs. I tried very hard with diet and had dedication in my training and did nothing but read on how to get better. Yet, I was still not growing any bigger (Or only slightly) My strength however had increased (Eg Bench went from 265lbs 2 yrs ago, up to 350lbs, juice free)
So, I decided I would have no choice but to get some juice in me - I assumed I'd reached my genetic limits!
Now, with this cycle, I hope it goes well and my BF goes down and I make it to 200lbs. that is my goal in life!!!
Oh yeah, just the other day I seen this freidn out down town, he just came out with it and admitted he uses steroids and asked me to admit I did!! I did admit to that first cycle, but From now on Im disregarding it!!
Anyway, just thought I'd share that with you in case you think I had no reason to juice or whatever.
thanks for the comments
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I guess you are right though, I always think I'm tiny no matter what, I was your size when I started AAS - 5'10 190ish, now 240, and I still think everyone looks bigger than me. If we ever became satisifed with our build we'd stop trying so hard to grow and get lazy, so its not all bad
