ok here it goes....over the past 3 years i have made a drastic change in my life and have quite all my drugs and drinking...i used to do alot of heavy drugs and drinking every single day, and go into the city every weekend, i have formed and shaped my body so well and i am making huge gains right now....it is my best friends birthday tongiht in the NYC its a huge bash and is gonna be fun and i really want to go but i am scared to drink i just feel lke thats the worst thing i can do to myself.....but on the flip side i feel like i need to justr go have a blast of a night becuase i havent in a long time.....do u guys think it will be a problem to go all out one ngiht..and then prob not again for a longgggg time...?.....i am just scared to mess everythign up right now (i kno its only one night) and i dunno what to do?.....lets take a poll....go for it?....or dont do it?....thanks!!!