I've recently been informed that Milky87 who used to post regularly on this message board passed away early last month. He was a very intelligent contributor and a good guy. He was just 19 years old.
RIP Ryan Styles (Milky87).
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Milky87 has died
I've recently been informed that Milky87 who used to post regularly on this message board passed away early last month. He was a very intelligent contributor and a good guy. He was just 19 years old.
RIP Ryan Styles (Milky87).
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dam...rip...how did he die....
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That is horrible news, so young.. dam!! RIP
~Old
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Sad to hear.
I didn't know him or the circumstances, but premature death is always so sad.
I hope he knew HIM.
M.
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How did he die
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Is that the guy in Oz ? Damn what did he die of ?
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Suicide was the cause of death. I had no idea that he was in so much pain.
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Hate to hear about young people and suicide. Had a brother that did the
very same thing. Always thought he was the strong one. RIP in bro.
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Man that is so bad, I just checked his posts, he was from my home town in Australia. Poor guy, I feel so bad for his parents !Originally Posted by FlyByU
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19 years old and he wanted it all to end eh? Dayam - he still had a million experiences (good and bad) to go through... what a shame... hopefully his family is doing well.
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I think that is one of the worst ways to go.. you hurt those that love you move than you could ever be hurting. I know it does not seem that way at the time but I have been there, I have been on the wrong end of the barrel.
Well I feel for his family..
This kind of ruined my morning.
~Old
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i agree with u, u are helpin urself but ruining ur family and freinds...really is sad cause when ur depressed ur not thinkin of that though...I think that is one of the worst ways to go.. you hurt those that love you move than you could ever be hurting. I know it does not seem that way at the time but I have been there, I have been on the wrong end of the barrel.
Well I feel for his family..
This kind of ruined my morning.
~Old
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Apparently he was having some family problems with his parents separating and his mother was having some problems with prescription drugs, including valium. I'm sure there was other stuff going on as well. He'd been on the anti-depressant zoloft for a month, but was only 1.5 weeks into his first cycle of test e @ 500mg/week , which was something he was feeling positive about. [In my opinion he was too young to be using AAS].
He was a very intelligent guy and his death will be a great loss to many.
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I am sorry to hear about this....my prayers and thoughts go out to his family and friends....
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OMG! I always said to myself he was a very intelligent dude based on his in depth knowledge of organic chemistry. I always liked his input in threads. This is very sad indeed. Shit i wish some of us were closer to him at least so he would have turned for us for support. Shit
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I'm new to the board and never had the pleasure of reading his posts. My heart goes out to his family. To die that young is just a tradgedy. It's sad he couldn't reach out to anyone for help.
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its very sad...but sometimes they dont want help...im sure if he did he would have told his freinds...OMG! I always said to myself he was a very intelligent dude based on his in depth knowledge of organic chemistry. I always liked his input in threads. This is very sad indeed. Shit i wish some of us were closer to him at least so he would have turned for us for support. Shit
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That's true... When I was in High School our Senior Class President shot himself in the head the day before graduation. He had a full ride to West Point, was Valedictorian and Captain of the soccer team. Everyone was completely shocked even his closest of friends. He did leave a suicide note but his family never discolsed what it said.
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That is indeed sad, but sad for the friends/family that are left behind.
Suicide is a very selfish act and is a cowardly thing to do.
Please don't think I am being insensitive here because I am not, I'm not talking about this kid specifically, I am talking about the general idea of suicide in and of itself.
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The truth of the matter is..sometimes u never know how troubled someone is..
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Yes I agree with swole. My condolences for the family, must be a tough time for them. God bless.
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my thoughts, words, and deeds go out to his friends and family.
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i think a lot of us have seen the selfish and irreversible damage that suicide can cause a family. it truly makes me angry. condolences to the fam.
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My deepest condolense to his family.....I do agree with swole cat though,My uncle took his life and if he new the pain he was going to cause his wife and family he mightve never even considered it.Leads me to believe that it can be a mental imbalance.
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Damnnnn sorry to hear that!! guess my problems aren't that bad after all ...... I feel for the family and friends he left behind, they are the ones left in pain now!!
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Yeah its a selfish act, but anyone who is willing to committ suicide is obviously mentally unstable. My condolences.
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My memory is bad but always sad to hear about someone so young passing on
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Someone close to me was thinking attempting suicide when his wife walked in. He ended up spending a few days in the hospital. It's hard to see how he could have reached that point because he had so much going for him. He is better now, and he says that he was not thinking right. He was mentaly unstable and he said that it was like he didn't really know what he was doing. He couldn't comprehend the consequences or the people that he would have hurt. I think that if someone reaches the point of suicide, at that point of total weakness, in most cases they can't see the consequences of their actions.
I hope the best for his family and friends.
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No, its not.
I didn't know the member.
Very sad news indeed.
i gotta S on ma chest
i lost a mate to suicide 2yr ago, thoughts to fam and freinds
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What a sad waste of a life. Everyone goes through hard times.....some more than others but we should always remember that there ARE people to turn to and it will get better in time.
Life is what you make of it!!
My thoughts and prayers go out to his family.
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Harsh... RIP
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I agree...
i gotta S on ma chest
did he leave a note? my mate didnt andd it fvcked his mam right up.
so i agree with swole, its selfish in a way
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May God have mercy on this young soul-
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this is very sad.. RIP..
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as abouve my thoughts go out to his family.......................
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agreed man, 100%
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I think sometimes we all have no idea how what we do affects people around us - I am thankful today that I never acted on self destruction when my life seemed like sh*t but because of that I can't judge his despair. It's always sad. It forever scars the ones left behind. God have mercy on that family.
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my dearest friend killd him self at 19 over a woman!
IMO there is nothing more pathetic than suicide.. why would anyone want to hurt those who love them?
anyways my prayers are out to his family and friends
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