I'll be taking a test for this job at a oil refinery that will in time ultimatly give me just about everything I want in life,being that I have no college education and no degree this is my only shot at serious living.I've been back on my diet and training for 36 days and no cheating what so ever well today all that went out the window the no cheating that is,so while I sit here bloated like a tick from the pound of gnocci I just inhaled with that five brothers maraina sauce I figured I needed to relax a bit,maybe it didn't merit a pound of pasta but hey fuk it rite it's my first carbhydrate relapse of my diet I live.
I'm 26 and if I get this job retiring at 50 won't be that hard to accomplish I could give my son all the oppurtunity he needs to be successful and just knowing that is a really great feeling and if I don't get it I'm gonna feel like a failure and I don't wanna be that guy again no fukin way,I can't afford to be a 16 dollar an hour man for the rest of my life fuk that,not that 16 is bad it's just not enough to take me to my promise land.
So lift me up brothers and sisters I need some words of good hearted wisdom from everybody thanks
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