Completely torn my right pec..

[LeDias]

Hi,
There's a little more than 3 weeks now I've completelly torn my right pec while I was doing flat dumbell press.
I felt my right shoulder going really far in the back and then the multiple "snap"...
finished my training at the hospital and fortunatelly my shoulder wasn't dislocated.

Day after, had an "echography" (not sure for the english word) and the conclusion was that the "big pec" is completelly torn and the "little pec" is partially torn.
The "big pec" was impacted in the distal average part of the muscle.

Now here is my problem, it's really the worst pain I have ever felt and it still hurt like hell, haven't slept well since the accident...
And worst no surgeon (2 have been requested by my doctor and the echograph) has accepted to do the surgery... I'm getting more and more anxious about what will happen to my pec and if it will heal without it.
I will meet one of them on december the 21th, will it be to late if hopefully he accept to do the surgery?

Any advice is welcome.Many thanks in advance.

PS: sorry for my english, thx