Well I just got in at midnight from my sisters place and I took the train there and back. On the way back an older guy was talking to me that has already been drinking. He was in rough shape; bad hygiene, teeth, hair, ect. Anyways when the train arrived he sat with me, thinking that I wanted him to. He noticed from my size that I was involved with weightlifting. He then started talking about how he used to use steroids. He knew he sh*t too, so I do believe him. Anyways, he went on how he used to be huge and whatnot when he was younger and now that he is in his mid 40's-50's I assume by my judgement, he looks like he is mabey 5'9" and 145 pounds if not less. See the reason I bring this up is for two reasons. First off the fact that he claimed to be extremely big as he was young and is now what I consider pretty skinny. Is this an issue with roids, beacuse I'm 19 and have been itching to start for 2-3 years now, but I do not want to lose all of my gains. And secondly, I do not know if this had influence from the steroids but he has had a lot of screw ups in life i.e. alcoholic, divorses, lost kids, other drugs. Do steroids become addictive and effect normal life situations. Because as this older guy talked to me, there was a voice in my head saying "At any cost possible, do not end up like this guy". Not sure if my rambling is relevent or not, but I went from itching to start for 2-3 years, to having seconds thoughts, which I do NOT by any means want to be having.
Thanks