
Originally Posted by
ccondo
Friday I was online about to try to find a source for some Noveldex and some Clomid. I have really been on the fence about doing all of this and it seemed like this was snowballing out of control. I get EQ, now I need Test, I have Test now I need Noveldex and Clomid. I wanted to do 5 weeks now I need 10-12.
I was about to place an online order and there was a good size storm and I said to myself God if you don't want me to do this have the power go out. I lost power less than 2 minutes later for the next 19 hours. I told myself it was a co-incidence and shrugged it off. The next day I took my first shot of Test. Later that day my left eye became extremely bloodshot (still is 2 days later). Sunday I went to Church - for about the 5th time this year and there was a sermon on encounters with God. That got my attention. I am not a religious fanatic but I feel that this was one time in my life God was definitely trying to tell me something.
I destroyed the steroids and will continue working out and tracking my calories, protein, fat, and carbs, as well a taking xenadrine, aminos, and Isopure. Like Reed initially said my goals are obtainable without steroids. I am in no way passing judgment on those who decide to take it. I just thought I would share my experience.