Hey there, my stats are as follows...

41 yr old male
5'11" tall
197lbs (fat around side of chest and mid-section but tone everywhere else)
Looking to gain some muscle but really want to lean out get more defined or cut.

I've been emailing someone from a place called "Spectrum HRT" and debating doing a cycle for the very first time. My problem is that this is all so confusing. I don't know what to use. I've been recommened the following....

10 WEEK CYCLE
2 bottles of test cyp/prop blend - 2cc/week
1 bottle of nandrolone Decanoate - 1cc/week
30 tabs of tamoxifen - 1tab/every other day

POST CYCLE
1 kit of HCG - 1000un/twice a week
60 tabs of clomid - 2tabs/Day


...but I'm worried about getting bloated and ending up just looking fat. Does anyone have any recommendation of what to us or if this is a go recommendation from Spectrum?

Also, is anyone familar with Spectrum and are the repuitable?

Thanks for your help.