Woken up to myself

[Midds]

I was planning on starting my 2nd cycle of test prop in a week, i was only going to have a 8 week break between my last cycle which was a 10 week 400mg test e cyle. I was planning to start my second cycle so quickly because i had a powerlifting competition in 10 weeks. About an hour ago i was looking in the mirror at what a mess i have become, i have acne over my shoulders, chest and back, and i look and feel like complete shit! I am not doing the comp anymore i feel like i need a break from such intense training and most of all the gear! I am going to get some bloodwork done next week to se where my natty test levels are at! I am also going to talk to the doc about roacutane

[forza nuova]

I was planning on starting my 2nd cycle of test prop in a week, i was only going to have a 8 week break between my last cycle which was a 10 week 400mg test e cyle. I was planning to start my second cycle so quickly because i had a powerlifting competition in 10 weeks. About an hour ago i was looking in the mirror at what a mess i have become, i have acne over my shoulders, chest and back, and i look and feel like complete shit! I am not doing the comp anymore i feel like i need a break from such intense training and most of all the gear! I am going to get some bloodwork done next week to se where my natty test levels are at! I am also going to talk to the doc about roacutane

good choice mate,,,,,take some time out ,and keep listening to your body
take care

[tronics]

did you do a pct for your first cycle?

[mant01]

Yeah sounds like its time to train abit easier for a while and take it easy. I wouldnt stop altogether though.

[DarKOmeN]

Good pct helps a whole lot with the feeling like shit....oh and accutane is great for acne but that can aslo make ya feel bad ie depressed ...

[Yashp]

Wise decision. Good job making this choice, mate.