this is my 3rd cycle and i have come to the realization that it will not be my last. since last january at 24 yr old and a scrawny 6'1'' 200 lbs i said hell if i could get to 220 id be happy and stop! well here i sit at the beginning of my 3rd cycle at 231 lbs and shooting towards 245. i sware the bigger i get the less i feel satisfied. when i was stuck in the low 200's i was content with 220, and i felt i had a grip on reaching my goals.but not anymore.i think it is safe to assume that we all started out this way,having a goal. bigger, stronger more ripped. a certain goal weight. then we reached that point. but its that point where we can take 2 approaches. keep going and raising the bar each time, or stopping and being content. how many people do you know that have done 1-3 cycles and just stopped forever. i wish i could say that is me but i am at the point of no return. i cant say that i wish i never done roids but i can say the hardest thing i may have to deal with is puttin the needle up, IF it ever happens.