This may sound ridiculous, but today kicks off week 7 of a 12 week test e cycle, and I still cannot determine whether or not the gear is real. The fact that i'm even questioning this leads me to believe it's probably not... but then again i'm a very untrusting suspicious person to begin with!
I have gained 20-25lbs since starting, BUT literally the day I started the cycle, I also bumped daily calories up by 1000 as I was previously cutting. However, because of that I cannot be sure whether the added weight is from the test, the food, or a combination of both.
Strength has gone up on almost all lifts, but again, I would expect that to happen given the fact I gained upwards of 25lbs.
My body really doesn't look much different at all, at least in my eyes. Anyway, the point of all this is i'm considering aborting the cycle now - I don't want to continue sticking myself for what I perceive to be nothing. I am also trying to make a baby and obviously have very poor timing with doing this cycle now, because if the test IS real, I will obviously be shut down. I guess I need to get blood work and a sperm count test done ASAP to be sure.
The question is - let's assume the test is fake. If I were to still run PCT just to be on the safe side (clomid @ 100/50/50/50 and nolva @ 40/20/20/20), would there be any negative sides to worry about?
I'm between a rock and a hard place right now and can use some serious help!