Intro:
When I moved away for college (Florida) I became close friends with one of my neighbors in our apartment complex (also a college student). He was selling weed and cocaine at the time and ended up getting pulled over with a few ounces of coke in a rental car. He said he dumped it all in a Burger King cup of soda when he was pulled over. Even though the cops knew what it was he said it wasn't his and it was in the car when he rented it. I never really heard what happened since I moved away after college but he never served any time as far as I know and it never really crossed my mind again.
I've remained in contact with him over the last 5 years and he always calls to find out where to download some music/dvds/etc. on the internet since I'm more computer savvy than him. He's been talking about steroids for the past few years and trying to get me to start cycling but I was never interested until recently. I told him I really didn't need them because I had a lot of pills that were similar to steroids which were legal when I bought them but are now illegal. He called me back a few months later, said people at work were asking what he was taking and wanted to know what I was taking since he didn't want to confess to taking steroids. I told him I was taking X-Tren.
The last few months I've been in contact with him and have decided that if I'm going to take these pro-hormones, "designer steroids" in my book, I might as well step it up and take it to the next level. I started asking him about steroids and he said he could set me up with some even though he couldn't pronounce the name of what he was taking when asked. He gave me an online source and said it would be weird but just follow the directions (it asks if your associated with police, etc. before you can make an order). I checked out the website and did lots of research on it and seen many people saying how it was good to go. I called him again to ask his advice on what I should go with and he gave his recommendation and also wanted me to order him a few hundred Anavar tabs. I ended up ordering what I needed and wasn't comfortable sending steroids through the mail since there's cameras at the post office and I didn't want it coming back on me. He called me back and asked me if I ordered and I lied and said no I wasn't ready to do it yet and wasn't sure I wanted to anymore.
This weekend I got super excited because I'm ready to start my cycle and called him for some stupid reason. I told him I placed an order a few weeks ago and just got my gear. He asked what I ordered and how much I got. I believe I told him most what I ordered except for the Anavar. He then asked me how long it took to come ... I said 2 weeks which was what he originally told me it would take. He asked how I paid for it and I told him I went to Walmart and sent money through MoneyGram. We continued to chat and he asked where I'd gotten my needles so I told him the website I bought from (the source he gave me also sells needles so this was weird). Then he asked me if I would sell him one of my vials. I told him I needed it all for my cycle. He asked how many CC's were in each vial and how much I'd need since his was different. We proceeded to chat and I asked him what size needles he used since he said he pins in the shoulder. He said he didn't know. He told me he'd been on cycle for the last 2 years straight without coming off and said his nuts weren't shrunk after I asked him if they were. He's never mentioned anything about PCT, anything else to take while on cycle, and seems generally uneducated about steroids which makes me question things.
I got off the phone shortly after this with a very paranoid feeling like why was this guy asking so many questions? He gave me this source and yet was asking me questions that I think he should already know the answer to if he's been using and going through this source. If he was really using why wouldn't he know what size needles he's using? Why was he asking where I got needles, how I paid for gear, how much I had, if I'd sell some to him, etc.? I'm very freaked out by this last conversation and have since moved everything out of my house in case I get raided.
I'm very worried about the police raiding and destroying my house which I'll have to cover the cost of damages even if I'm not caught with anything illegal. I'm also concerned they'll kill my dogs which are very nice and friendly. I'm also concerned with whether I can get in trouble from what I've said over the phone (even though I could be lieing) and the possible records for the MoneyGram for gear and online transaction for needles, etc. that the police can probably obtain with a warrant. Can I still get in any trouble or do they need to catch me red handed with actual steroids? Does anybody else find this very strange and think this guy could be a snitch or am I just over paranoid? Also, do you think the cops will bother coming to my house just for being a user and thinking I have these pills and steroids (We live in different states ... not sure if that matters)?
How should I proceed from here? Do I call this guy back and tell him I was lieing to him? The police would already probably have the online records or will search for them anyways if he is a CI. Do I tell him I tried it but it hurt like hell so I got rid of them to a friend who uses? Do I ask him about being a snitch and that he got me paranoid so I moved everything out of the house so don't send the police to my house to kill my dog and tear up my house for nothing? Do I say nothing at all and stop talking to him completely?
I really wish I wouldn't have made that call although perhaps I was already being watched and now am happy I got everything out of here ... really just want to do my first cycle here and worry about the weights rather than the police tearing up my house.........