Help me figure this out

[SG2009]

Hey guys can any one help me figure what this out. It seems what drives and motivates to do AAS is to get “huge and big” because I don’t accept not only shape but myself just as a person. But everytime when I begin to find myself just accepting “who I am” my motivation and will to continue to workout with AAS to reached that “huge and big” goal begun to sunk, sometime even to despair or depression. Does anyone have a clue what I’a\m upto or had a similar solution from such experience? Thanks

[SlimmerMe]

I think..I get what you are saying....trying to match the inside with the outside....a real challenge sometimes.

Sabotage? perhaps? when not wanting to match the 2 keeps the cycle going and it starts all over again.

[SG2009]

Hey guys can anyone of u help me figure this out.

It seems what drives and motivates to do AAS to get “huge and big” is because I don’t accept not only shape but myself just as a person. It also seems everytime when I begin to accepting “myself” my motivation all of sudden begin to sink, sometime even to a point of despair & depression.


Does anyone have a clue what I’a\m upto or had a similar experience like this one in the past? Thanks[/QUOTE]

[desizon]

Bro, you gotta figure out what you want in life, and if AAS fits it, let it be. Find what makes you happy, not what you think will make others happy.

[SG2009]

thanks friends,,,still trying to find my motivational niche with AAS after finally accepted my inner self. thanks .