sorry if i got a little testy/defensive man.
and as far as the var, i had zero shutdown or sides or any type so i had no need for pct. was very apprehensive of sides so i monitored all that stuff extra close and absolutely nothing negative, balls and libido stayed %100 the same, idk maybe i just responded very well to the stuff?
and if 10lbs a year is average then i guess i am just not cut out for the patience aspect. 10lbs spread out over your whole body is barely even noticeable

and i have come to terms with myself and should there be any problems im not going to shirk the blame.
as far as blood work, i will get some done after PCT just to make sure. i had some done several months pre var so my university health center has them on file to compare to