oh where to begin....well first off I am 23 years old almost 24 and I started using steroids about a year and a half ago? when i was 22 I believe. It wasn't smart and I wish I could rewind time and just say no. Here's what I ran
10 Week Cycle
- 500 mg/week Testosterone Cypionate
- 400 mg/week Nandrolone decanate
- and a lil bit of anadrol for first few weeks to kick start cycle.
PCT
(started 2 wks after last injection, ran for 4-6 weeks?):
I used novaldex, and clomid for my pct and had good results.
NOW THE PROBLEMS:
I did this basic cycle above ^ for about 4 cycles? with 10 weeks on, 12 weeks off pct over the past year/year and a half.
It wasn't until my last cycle that I started getting problems. When I came off my cycle the ED started. I then decided that steroids where not for me and I was to young to "have a non-working" dick at the age of 23. So I decided to come off of them for good. My sex drive was low after the last cycle and I had ed problems for first 3-4 months, even after PCT. So I finally went to a hormone specialist and got blood work done. My test levels were below average but we decided to give it more time to see if they would continue to go up. Sure enough through months 5-7 the test levels went to above normal limit. So I have not completely screwed up my body and my sex drive has come back, but is still seems very low? My blood test seem to be good on paper but yet I know I'm not feeling "normal" I can get an erection but it feels like its only 3/4 hard, not a full one. Then I also find myself not getting into it as much as I used to. But I do notice an improvement month to month. I've been going to the doctors and a psychiatrist to help me deal through this. What I've heard is that it can take 8 months-12 months until my body might feel "normal" I am 23 and do not want to rely on Viagra for the rest of my life! My sex drive is definitely there, it just feels lower then it should be. Also I have noticeable muscle/joint pain as well. I wake up in the mourning feeling decent, then by the end of the day my body is exhausted.
I FEEL I DID NOT ABUSE AND TAKE TO MUCH OR USE FOR LONGER THEN A 10 WEEK PERIOD.
MY QUESTION TO ALL OF YOU IS........does my body still need more time to recover after using for a year/ year and half? AND IS THERE STILL HOPE? I hoping this is the case and that I have not done irreversible damage for being young and dumb.
PLEASE ANY FEEDBACK WILL BE SO SO MUCH APPRECIATED, i HAVE TALKED WITH DOCTORS BUT NOW i WOULD LIKE TO HEAR YOUR FEEDBACK/EXPERIENCE'S.