Hi I've recently given serious consideration to starting a cycle of anabolic steroids. I have done some research and considered the risk and would really like to give it a shot. First I'd like to give a little background information and lay out my goals. I'm 18 years old right now. I'll be attending college next year and I would really like to have an ideal body. I have played football most of my life and have been lifting intensely the past 4 years. I've always been one of the bigger, stronger kids. I was easily the strongest on the football team. I've played as an offensive lineman so I'm a bigger person. I've dropped some fat recently and I'm down to 250lbs at 6' tall. I know 250 seems pretty hefty but I'm not "fat" per se. My goal is to cut the excess fat I have. I have no interest in bulking or seeing huge strength gains. All I want is to be lean with impressive muscle definition. I'm looking for a stack that will help me out. I've done some research and come across orals such as Primobolan, Anavar, and Winstrol. I'd prefer something that does not aromatize and not an injection. I've made a promise to myself that I wouldn't inject. What would you guys suggest? I'm a complete novice so I have no idea what to stack these with or if I should stack them with anything at all? Again, my goal is not to be huge, I just want the ideal beach body and I am looking for a little extra help. All help is appreciated.
Thanks in advance!! Edit: I forgot to add that in my many years of football, I ended up having knee surgery on both of my knees for partial tears in my patellar tendons. I played the entire season on them and unfortunately this has led to them being torn worse than before the surgery in May. This may or may not be relevant but I thought I'd add it anyway. Also, I've been on a fairly strict diet for roughly 3 weeks which consists of 6 small meals/day, 1800-2000 calories per day and around 160-180g of protein/day.