
Originally Posted by
powerball52
LOL. If you didn't hit the nail on the head. I been playing upper level tournament softball for years now and damn if you aren't telling my story. At 35 I was an absolute animal. I ran 300-600mg deca, 30O-600mg eq,200mg of test cypionate, and 4iu a day of high quality jintropin(when you could still find it). I did that for 16 weeks during the summer and was stronger, as fast as, and recovering better that when I was 27. I played tournaments every weekend, games every night, worked a physical job all day, and always got good heavy workouts in throughout the whole period. I felt unstoppable. Suddenly, around august I hit a wall. I had barely any energy. Felt achy, fatigued, and just a host of other feeling none of which were postive. I basically crashed.I tapered back to just HRT and all my blood work was fine until finally I came back positive for Epstein Barr Virus and then things started to make sense. Since that diagnosis 4 years ago I have never felt 100 percent again and when I push too hard I get fatigue and pain that is beyond anything normal. Sometimes I literally feel like I'm 39 going on 55. The other thing that has changed is that my body can't handle the anabolics as well anymore. I have to be really careful of what and how much I put in my body. I have to baby myself and as far as the softball goes these days. I am so shot after a couple games it's not worth the pain anymore. It's arthritis type pain through my whole body making it difficult to work and function in the days following. I see a pain management doctor for that, but I'm not looking to be loaded up on narcotics. I realize I'm saying quite a bit here, but that damn virus turned me into an old man over night.