Ill never cycle AAS again

[RoidReaper]

I had my abuse with these things, and i know its only 2 weeks into PCT. Yet again i was using prop for the last month of the cycle with No other compounds, so that was in and out of my system quicker than other esters as you guys already know.

Torem+Clomid and 1 shot of Triptorelin and 2 weeks later im gaining weight, eating more, lifting heavier and my sex drive is great!

No problems getting wood or performing and energy levels are sky high.

So something is working, and im actually amazed because of all the shit i ran and how long i ran it. Im going to get labs done in another week to see where im @.

As far as AAS, im done with it. Ill continue to run/cycle HGH and IGF-1 to maintain size as its doing for me now.

Ive been running GH @ 8-10ius a day. (10 on workout days) and im actually getting bigger, losing fat, GAINING WEIGHT and getting stronger. Also using IGF-1 DES 100mcg a day with it.

If my body recovers back to normal then im staying off for good and going to train with just peptides.

[Sulixe]

Imo in the long run peptides cause more damage than AAS and are less anabolic, ran by themselve (compared to AAS), plus they're sh1t expensive.

[RoidReaper]

Imo in the long run peptides cause more damage than AAS and are less anabolic, ran by themselve (compared to AAS), plus they're sh1t expensive.

To be honest dude, i really dont care, AAS almost ****ed up my life, and yeah thats my fault because i let it happen im not blaming it on the juice, i blame myself. But im scared if i go back ON ill be addicted again.

I lost my fiance and alot of friends. Just wasnt worth it.

[Sulixe]

I see, then you've taken the good decision, hopefully future goes better for you.

[RoidReaper]

I see, then you've taken the good decision, hopefully future goes better for you.

THank you brother. I have alot of knowledge on AAS, i should put it to good use.

[buffgator]

ive been through this battle so many times where I swear ill never use them again......9 months is the longest I have ever made it.

[RoidReaper]

ive been through this battle so many times where I swear ill never use them again......9 months is the longest I have ever made it.

really? Well man, i cant afford to lose my hair, and it was coming out, i can see it starting to grow back, new sprouts covering my hairline where it was lost. Im sure GH will keep my where im at. Along with Diet and Training.

[PurpleOnes]

Well maybe you could create great posts about roids here, like difference between use and abuse, cause you seem to have been in the abuse section. So It would be great to learn something from you. Hope everything will sort out and good luck to you

[RoidReaper]

Well maybe you could create great posts about roids here, like difference between use and abuse, cause you seem to have been in the abuse section. So It would be great to learn something from you. Hope everything will sort out and good luck to you

Yeah abuse isnt worth it. Im hoping i recover. lol

[Notshreddedyet]

Hi RoidR,What compounds were you using, how long were you ''ON'' and how high did you go when you were abusing them? also what were the mental side effects, why did you lose some friends?
Sorry for asking all this questions, I have never taken any steroids and I am very interested in starting soon, so Iam doing reasearch.

Thank's

[RoidReaper]

Hi RoidR,What compounds were you using, how long were you ''ON'' and how high did you go when you were abusing them? also what were the mental side effects, why did you lose some friends?
Sorry for asking all this questions, I have never taken any steroids and I am very interested in starting soon, so Iam doing reasearch.

Thank's

I took a little bit of everything, now as far as doses are concerned i never used HIGH doses. The highest dose of test i ever used was 500mg. When i say abuse, i mean long term use not high dosages.

I stayed on for a little over a year WITH frequent breaks, 4 week PCT a few times but never allowed myself to fully recover. Right after 4 weeks id just slam some more test.

Mental side effects? Depression, alot of it. Constantly worried about how i looked, if i was big enough etc. I lost friends because it just consumed my life, looking in car windows at my arms and shit, always bitching about my body, my fiance couldnt take it anymore.

If your gonna cycle, do it right. Dont be like me and **** it up.

[willie2]

Good luck in ur recovery...but if u continue with HGH and IGF1 are u not still feeding that demon?

Not flaming but it seems to me u are just substituting drugs...

[RoidReaper]

Good luck in ur recovery...but if u continue with HGH and IGF1 are u not still feeding that demon?

Not flaming but it seems to me u are just substituting drugs...

Im just using to maintain what i worked hard for. I guess you could look at it like that. However GH doesnt make you feel like you do when your on AAS .

[RoidReaper]

Im beginning to think that GnRH is a miracle. Im on week 2 of PCT and NO sex drive problems, and im getting stronger and adding weight and have energy.

[Bonaparte]

To be honest dude, i really dont care, AAS almost ****ed up my life, and yeah thats my fault because i let it happen im not blaming it on the juice, i blame myself. But im scared if i go back ON ill be addicted again.

I lost my fiance and alot of friends. Just wasnt worth it.

WTF?? This isn't heroin we're talking about...

[RoidReaper]

WTF?? This isn't heroin we're talking about...

Lol well i was a ****in dick, put it that way lol.

[lovbyts]

WTF?? This isn't heroin we're talking about...

It is to some people. many people use aas as just another drug, part of the addictive personality and the only thing they can do is stay away.

It's good you could see it was affecting your personality and mood. Hopefully it's not to late to get your life and fiancee back if it's what you think is best.

[JimmySidewalk]

Honestly i dont believe in "steroids make you bad, aggresive". I think its only an excuse to behave like an azzhole. I never ever felt roid rage or a state of agresivity which i couldnt control or wasnt self-induced(not by AAS), so that's a load of bull...

Especially you never used more than 500mg, that's almost nothing for an advanced user. And i must say that in my opinion low dose longer cycles are more nasty than short bigger doses IMHO. I say this because i have done long cycles and it sucks big time when you come off, but when doing a short cycle you can recover much faster. More short cycles with recovery time between them are way better than a long one.

Saying that steroids ruined your life is kind of hypocrite in my opinion. Dont get mad at me, but as someone said above, this aint heroin. If you cant control yourself on steroids than you cat control yourself even when off-steroids, no need to blame AAS for your short-comings.

Best of luck to you, i hope you wont take to heart what i said.

[lovbyts]

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[Polemicist]

I took a little bit of everything, now as far as doses are concerned i never used HIGH doses. The highest dose of test i ever used was 500mg. When i say abuse, i mean long term use not high dosages.

I stayed on for a little over a year WITH frequent breaks, 4 week PCT a few times but never allowed myself to fully recover. Right after 4 weeks id just slam some more test.

Mental side effects? Depression, alot of it. Constantly worried about how i looked, if i was big enough etc. I lost friends because it just consumed my life, looking in car windows at my arms and shit, always bitching about my body, my fiance couldnt take it anymore.

If your gonna cycle, do it right. Dont be like me and **** it up.

This sounds like you have an underlying personality disorder, and this behavior is not specifically related to testosterone. Narcissism has increased to an extraordinarily degree in modern times, and is inversely correlated with IQ.

[junkiescumbag]

id hardly call that abuse, i know some blokes who havent come off in YEARS, constantly blasting and cruising and they havent lost anything.

[Notshreddedyet]

Thank you for your honest answer roidreaper.

[Minion0812]

Honestly i dont believe in "steroids make you bad, aggresive". I think its only an excuse to behave like an azzhole. I never ever felt roid rage or a state of agresivity which i couldnt control or wasnt self-induced(not by AAS), so that's a load of bull...

Especially you never used more than 500mg, that's almost nothing for an advanced user. And i must say that in my opinion low dose longer cycles are more nasty than short bigger doses IMHO. I say this because i have done long cycles and it sucks big time when you come off, but when doing a short cycle you can recover much faster. More short cycles with recovery time between them are way better than a long one.

Saying that steroids ruined your life is kind of hypocrite in my opinion. Dont get mad at me, but as someone said above, this aint heroin. If you cant control yourself on steroids than you cat control yourself even when off-steroids, no need to blame AAS for your short-comings.

Best of luck to you, i hope you wont take to heart what i said.

Couldn't agree more! The only time I;ve felt mad is a slight case of road rage but keeping the aggression down/non existent should be normal and a cop-out excuse for some. Best of luck Roid Reaper hope you continue to post i enjoy your knowledge!

[Pac Man]

He much like 90% of the other guys on this for has body dysmorphia. Aas helped feed that condition by allowing him.to get bigger and better but it's never good enough and when you're not good enough you take it out in the people closest to you. Aas are addicting and they undoubtedly have some psychological effect on people.

[RoidReaper]

He much like 90% of the other guys on this for has body dysmorphia. Aas helped feed that condition by allowing him.to get bigger and better but it's never good enough and when you're not good enough you take it out in the people closest to you. Aas are addicting and they undoubtedly have some psychological effect on people.

Very true pac-man, and i cant say i had ROID-RAGE, however, the body dysmorphia feeded my depression, always thinking i looked small and never big enough. Thats why coming off my cycle Im scared to death to lose size, because if i go into a depression idk man.

[Pac Man]

I've been through it man. Even now my buddies tell me I'm a big guy and I'm constantly asked "how much do you bench" or if people can take pics with me but honestly, I look in the mirror and I still see the 170lb kid I was over 10 years ago.
Just gotta keep telling yourself, size doesn't matter. If you lose weight attribute it to cutting! That's what I do lol.

[RoidReaper]

I've been through it man. Even now my buddies tell me I'm a big guy and I'm constantly asked "how much do you bench" or if people can take pics with me but honestly, I look in the mirror and I still see the 170lb kid I was over 10 years ago.
Just gotta keep telling yourself, size doesn't matter. If you lose weight attribute it to cutting! That's what I do lol.

Yep i see myself as the skinny kid as when i started.

[bjpennnn]

the whole body dsymorhpia thing you can grow out of man. I was like that in my younger years but i also had a ton of psychological problems and since then probably thousand of hours of group therapy/one on one therapy rehab...now i just do it because i love to do them its my hobby. Even though i want to take my body to the next level its never about being huge i just want to be a good size with freaky conditioning. Sometimes you just have to reevaluate your goals. i think a lot of times we lose track of what are goals are.

[RoidReaper]

the whole body dsymorhpia thing you can grow out of man. I was like that in my younger years but i also had a ton of psychological problems and since then probably thousand of hours of group therapy/one on one therapy rehab...now i just do it because i love to do them its my hobby. Even though i want to take my body to the next level its never about being huge i just want to be a good size with freaky conditioning. Sometimes you just have to reevaluate your goals. i think a lot of times we lose track of what are goals are.

Another reason im running growth is to just give me that freaky shape, i really dont care about size much anymore like i used to.

[bjpennnn]

good luck to you man, you have a good physique keep at it. You running chinese hgh?

[RoidReaper]

good luck to you man, you have a good physique keep at it. You running chinese hgh?

Ill PM you about that.

[EasyDoesIt]

I had my abuse with these things, and i know its only 2 weeks into PCT. Yet again i was using prop for the last month of the cycle with No other compounds, so that was in and out of my system quicker than other esters as you guys already know.

Torem+Clomid and 1 shot of Triptorelin and 2 weeks later im gaining weight, eating more, lifting heavier and my sex drive is great!


No problems getting wood or performing and energy levels are sky high.

So something is working, and im actually amazed because of all the shit i ran and how long i ran it. Im going to get labs done in another week to see where im @.

As far as AAS, im done with it. Ill continue to run/cycle HGH and IGF-1 to maintain size as its doing for me now.

Ive been running GH @ 8-10ius a day. (10 on workout days) and im actually getting bigger, losing fat, GAINING WEIGHT and getting stronger. Also using IGF-1 DES 100mcg a day with it.

If my body recovers back to normal then im staying off for good and going to train with just peptides.

Good for you my man! I started very late in my 50's on it. Basiclly don't use much of anything now but test and cycle on and off of anavar. I really like hgh but finding quality is hard. I am going to give a try getting my hormones back in the fall. How much Triptorelin did you use? I was just thinking about getting some. Also, do you know if you can you use it while taking test?

[Devils Advocate]

This sounds like you have an underlying personality disorder, and this behavior is not specifically related to testosterone. Narcissism has increased to an extraordinarily degree in modern times, and is inversely correlated with IQ.

What is the connection between them?

[dec11]

Lol well i was a ****in dick, put it that way lol.

what age are you?

[Lemonada8]

WTF?? This isn't heroin we're talking about...

Just because something isn't physiologically addictive it can easily be psychologically addictive. It runs in the family of OCD. Glad to hear that rr has figured this out and hopefully made better choices for himself I'm the future.

[TheClinch]

Just because something isn't physiologically addictive it can easily be psychologically addictive. It runs in the family of OCD. Glad to hear that rr has figured this out and hopefully made better choices for himself I'm the future.

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[ACE5HIGH]

Bottom line guys is that AAS are no different than anything in life that can be abused... Drugs, Alcohol, Weed, Pain Pills, Sex, Food, Cold medicine even Afrin for crying out loud... Root of the problem here is NEVER the substance being abused, but lies in the person doing the abusing. RR is a perfect example, (no disrespect meant man) but to say Ive wised up and not going to abuse AAS any longer just GH and IGF-1 is just replacing one addiction for another. Im not "anti-substance" im "anti-substance abuse" very big difference between those two. Glad your recognizing some of those issues RR, hope all works out for you...

[Bonaparte]

What is the connection between them?

If you knew what an inverse correlation was, you wouldn't need to ask that question.
Any chance you're a narcissist? lol

[brad1986]

I took a little bit of everything, now as far as doses are concerned i never used HIGH doses. The highest dose of test i ever used was 500mg. When i say abuse, i mean long term use not high dosages.

I stayed on for a little over a year WITH frequent breaks, 4 week PCT a few times but never allowed myself to fully recover. Right after 4 weeks id just slam some more test.

Mental side effects? Depression, alot of it. Constantly worried about how i looked, if i was big enough etc. I lost friends because it just consumed my life, looking in car windows at my arms and shit, always bitching about my body, my fiance couldnt take it anymore.

If your gonna cycle, do it right. Dont be like me and **** it up.

Just wondering man... do you think that not being on aas will change how you look at your body? I mean if it were me id still be checkin out my arms and down playing my body even more when off cycle worring so much if i was losing size etc. It seems as if you have a body image disorder its going to be there with or without aas... just my thoughts

[brad1986]

not to burst any bubbles roid reaper but i alwasy look and feel my best 2 weeks into pct. its after week 6 that shit really goes sour. Best of luck to you man i hope you really do recover quick