#1 the looking in the mirror and seeing yourself getting smaller is normal, it's called Bigorexia. We all get it or at least most of us do. I know I have a hard time with it but I also know I am a long way from my goals.
Now for the HGH. You really need to read this.
http://forums.steroid.com/showthread...fter-injection
Dont stop there, read some of the other post especially from Marcus.
As for your date, forget how you look or your body looks. Wear a long sleeve shirt and nice but loose fitting pants. Wear a tank top under the shirt just in case you have to take the shirt off but let her discover your muscles on her own instead of trying to be obvious. If she has already seen you then she will appreciate it even more and let her be the one to show you off, open your shirt or? as she wants, it will be more fun for her.
The most fun I have had is when meeting and talking to women and eventually you get that hand on your arm and then they give you a squeeze, then another, then they start exploring using both hands, putting their hand under your shirt and opening it to see what prize they found. LOL It can be quite funny, embarrassing and erotic at the same time but when you walk in looking like you are going to the beach or a BB show most people will just snub you out of jealousy but still it's not much fun.
Nothing quite like a girl who is all excited about what she has found under your shirt calling all her friends over to have a look/feel also. 