How is it going guys, been a long time since I have been on here, used to post a lot years ago.
My question is pretty basic, but first I will cover all the bases.
Currently running: 700 testE, 600 Deca.
Current lifts: Bench 425, dead lift 590, squat 500x5.
5'11-257 lbs, BF between 14-16. I will post a picture also. It is from about 6 months back but the weight has only increased 7 lbs.
I am really only interested in strength at this point, because nomatter what I do, I do not bulk up like most do on anabolics. That might sound dumb being that I am pretty heavy at my height, but I went and got blood tested 3 weeks into the current cycle (700 test, 600 deca) and my testosterone was so high, it was unmeasurable (reference scale 270-830) and my E2 was only 80 (20-50)
Clearly I do not aromatize very much, so the only things I have noticed so far (6 weeks in, maybe 7) are a tad more strength, and I am a decent amount leaner.
I understand many people will say this is simple, I just need more calories, but I already eat until I am fairly nauseated, so it really cannot be increased anymore. Calories are somewhere around 3,500 maybe a tad more.
I am an ectomorph by genetics, weighing 160 when I first started lifting at the same height I am now, so my results have been great in my opinion.
Here is my dilemma. Obviously Trenbolone is the best thing around these days for strength and size. but WOW does it **** with me. It lowers my appetite, makes it hard to sleep, and I get pretty moody. This makes it basically impossible to run IMHO esp because of the appetite thing. I already have to take bromocriptine (dopamine agonist) which if anyone has taken it, you know it reduces the appetite a fair amount. I would just stop taking it, but my sex drive decreases a fair amount and I start to feel pretty shitty without it, maybe I should bite the bullet just to get the extra calories.
I am looking for opinions on what to run, that really jacks up strength. I LOVED halotestin, but even that only raised my lifts about 30 lbs (decent) it ALSO killed my appetite as every single oral does, no idea why.
I know I have whined about this appetite thing multiple times, but **** man it's difficult for me, I was even put on appetite stimulants for it, which worked well at the time, but of course eventually wore off.
My source has everything under the sun, literally. So every compound is at my disposal. Basically I am just asking the pros and vets on here which compounds they like, and I am also asking:
"Why does tren make me feel so god damn sick!?"
Maybe I just need to run a higher dose of things, at this point in the game weighing nearly 260, with my experience (4 cycles now) I just need to really up the doses?
I would just love to hear everyone's thoughts, but please just if you are experienced in this area. Thanks so much everyone.