
Originally Posted by
powerliftmike
I always hope for this, but I cant bank my life on hope. I gotta stay on the prowl talking to new women. It is very hard being just friends after being more...one party usually still has alot of feelings, in this case--me. She told me one time that she thought good idea to end things so that one day we might could have something really special again. At this point it looks like it's done, but like said Ill be there for her. I have no idea what will happen in my future.
Man Im not gonna be an internet badass and say I didnt cry for like weeks after most days. I did. Felt I lost something I worked so hard for. But I cannot make someone like me, and like said before if both parties arent on same page--it causes problems. I know I was the best boyfriend she ever had and will have. She was and is special to me, and I was in love. Not just being a bitch on clomid or something, I was on a tren cycle actually when broke up lol, so just goes to show you how much I felt for her.
I told her this shit at some point: no matter what happens, nobody can take those good memories away. But cant live in the past, I really believe that all good things come to an end. Hell, life comes to an end..