Hi Guys,
Just looking for some opinions but first, heres my stats

20
5'5 152 lbs
BF ~9%

I've been training for 4 years, about 3 consistently, and 2 impeccably,
I have weighed as light as 135lbs and have never had super amazing abs
Ive eaten extremely clean for about 9 months now

I have been slowly cutting since april where I weighed roughly 175lbs

Currently, I feel very very very small with my physique and I feel as if i have lost too much mass and its extremely frustrating as I am not happy with my abs yet either.

I'm looking to run a single oral compound first (i am set on this, im not taking an inject! I know its less stress on the liver, safer, bla bla bla, but for my first time its not happening).

I wanna cut the last bit of fat off my stomach while not losing any size, if anything I wanna GAIN size, as I feel so god damn skinny its ridiculous.Click image for larger version. 

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I thought maybe var would be a good option, 25mg/ed for 2-3 weeks to test dosage, and then 4weeks at 50mg, 3-4weeks of clomid or nolva.

But what do you guys think? I have a little bit of knowledge limited to creeping forums and consulting with a friend of mine who is a sports physician.
I appreciate all the feedback, thanks in advance.