
Originally Posted by
Chris J;5***294
I am a little surprised that when this topic is brought up, only the odvious and surface issues are mentioned. Like hair loss, hair growth, joint pain, and acne. My wife has mentioned several times that I have changed. Its hard to put into words, but I wonder at times if what I am thinking and how I assess people and situations is.."normal". I work in a corporate enviroment and I have become paranoid and come to loath the idiots I work with. In the US, I feel like the masses are mindless cattle led by the media, and the government is just continously screwing us. I am full of hate and rage and at times find it hard to keep it under control. If it weren't for my family I honestly feel I would go off the deep end. The things that I find funny and the thoughts that run through my head are not "normal". I hate to even post this for fear of someone saying "dude you need help". I know that much. I have heard people say that AAS just makes you a bigger jerk if you are already one. Maybe that applies here. These feelings were already here, now they are just amplified. So is this in fact a side effect? These feelings, these thoughts? I dont need an answer but just wondered if anyone else has been told you've changed. We rarely see it in ourselves, but when others (more than one) make mention of it, you have to wonder if there is some validity in it. Side effects.......