I want to apologize to all the staff and community if I offended you or did anything to lose your respect. I have been here only a short time but I feel at home and love you guys. I went a little over board for a while on giving new members a hard time for the same "retarded questions" even after I wrote my post asking all new members to read...needles to say not an excuse, just made me mad. Not going to be posting as much, reading hanging out in the AR forum more and Q&A less for a while for laughs and good times.
Its been a really bad two weeks with surgery, gf breaking my heart, forearm tear and shoulder strain, insomnia/mania had not slept right in two weeks and it was all wrapped in a nice bow tie for me. Last night was my first night of real sleep. Basically like a midlife crisis at 29 if I'm entitled to that. Not sleeping will make anyone go crazy, then stack on the rest and you saw what happened.
Goals and new things to start:
Going to start Bikram Yoga, and start over and heal myself inside and out.
Cleanse for another 6 month before cycle.
Still going to be working out and around the injuries.
Get my circadian rhythm back so I can sleep without meds or GH.
I love it here and you guys are the greatest and thanks for everyones help when I needed it the most.
With respect
Razr.