I have nothing against steroids, nor steroids users, i been around them all my life in various gyms, they never bothered me because i never paid attention to them anyways.

I did a very brief cycle when i was 28 Test E 500mg-750mg week, deca 400mg and masteron 400mg, we added winstrol V at some point to cut out water and that was it.

I got good gains, lost a lot because after that i went on a diet.

Now at 39 my medical doctor that i was seeing put me on TRT on October 17th, i never had plan to go on steroids again in my life, i actually hated the whole experience back them when i woke up at 3am one night in sweat and my heart wanting to jump out of my chest.

I was put on Testosterone enhantate after a week or so on the gel that i hated. I had gathered information about testosterone therapy that i brought to my medical doctor. I was put on TRT because i was having unusual muscle spams in the traps, and calves and lower back and they where not due to my ligament laxity. I was also put on TRT due to might light anemia.

After being given my protocol i was told 200mg per week i sort of question my medical doctor about the high dosage and the people at the drugstore where i got the delathestryl.

They both told me since i was such a big man 217 pounds that 200mg was it and no AI was needed.

I went back to my medical doctor on February 17th 2012 to confront him with this TRT and more. Without eating more food i went from 217 to 245 a gain of 28 pounds, high blood pressure went true the roof, water retention and more. Feeling very tired, drained.

Before going to see him i lower my dosage to 100mg ( i never told him that but i got a team now that is following me with my TRT protocol and prolotherapy ), so i been given an AI, and a diuretic. So i manage to drop 10 pounds in no time.

I put everything on the table that day and i told my medical doctor that he was incompetent and dangerous in is practice, he told me that here in Canada, Quebec we where the first 15 years ago that staring testosterone therapy for men. I told him to go back to school.

I asked him why i was not started at 80mg per week or 100mg, he turned to me and said well we will do that now..... i told him that our last meeting in De***ber of 2011 he saw that i had gained close to 20 pounds and never wanted to change the dosage, there was water retention then, and i showed him the fat gains, he just stood there and laugh, he said be patient what you will eat will convert to muscle.

The point of this tread might be frustration, lack of knowledge, i feel that most people where cough with a sickness or disease are most of the time left on there own like my back pain, from what i can see in the last 10 years i have seen many like chiropractors, massage therapist, and sooo much more that where all incompetent. It seems to me that all of them want to the the least they can do to help you.

I told my medical doctor that i would not be seeing him again due to is failure to threat my back pain with PRP, prolotherapy and TRT, and that i considered him to be a very dangerous man in is practice, yeah the guy was stunned. But who cares.

It really gets to me reading some of you guys experience and how incompetent the people who follow you are. And i feel that if i want to continue with TRT in the future i will once again have to take maters in my own hands.

I have been told that TRT is more of a question of how you feel week by week, TRT dosage should never go beyond 150mg depending on condition, the new guy i am seeing with this also told me that for me being at 640 to keep my level around 900 would be best, and i would need to see what dosage fits better, he said start at 100mg per 10 days and see how you feel, if 10 days is too long inject at 7 days, and go from there.

I have an AI armidex but did not have to use it since i switch the dosage to 100mg per 10 days, i also lost the water and i feel a lot better.