Hey guys new here to the forum, just needed some advice from you guys. Basically I'm 19 years old 5'10 148 pounds (yeah slim I know) and am contemplating doing a cycle of steroids. I started working out about 2 years ago consistently (not claiming to be a monster) and have worked out inconsistently the last year. During my first 2 years i made steady gains and was up to 170 pounds at one point but my diet wasn't in check, hence some of it was fat. So I primarily spent the last few months cutting and establishing a proper diet, unfortunately during the process I hit some plateaus, lost alot of weight, and as a result was disinterested in continuing to lift weights at one point (as stupid as it sounds). However now I'd like to get my gains and weight back with a proper diet and the help of some dbol, test e, and nolvadex (which is running me about 200$).
I have done some research as to how to administer the steroids, however I'd like you're input as to if I'm rushing into this too quickly or what you feel I should do. I'd like to gain a solid 20 pounds and add to my strength, where is which steroids would help, and I know some of you feel I should do this naturally but honestly I lack the motivation without them. It's discouraging to know I've practically wasted 2 years of weightlifting and have seen my gains diminish and that In order to gain that back naturally it would take several months if not a year. I feel this would give me a kick start to get back to where I need to be, and I honestly believe I'm ready to work out hard while on them as I aim to bulk cleanly.
Any help/input is appreciated, thanks.