Hello everyone, my name is John, I am 22 years old and I have been training at the gym since i was 17, I'll try to be as blunt as possible. I have gotten to a point down the line where Steroids seem to be constantly on my mind in terms of pushing myself to the next level. I have thought about taking steroids at several points since i started training, and each time told myself to do it all naturally, because i will get all the more satisfaction for it. However i recently came across and internet "phenomenon" ( i guess you could call it) named Zyzz. I had no idea who this guy was until he appeared on my tumblr, and when i did my research began to hate how he achieved the body i had been relentlessly fighting for all this time, and it was mostly thanks to his anabolic steroid use. It angered me to a point where it seems my small steady gains are wasted years.

When i first started at the gym i weighed in at 9st l10lbs and could bench press 15kg? roughly, today i am 11st 12lbs and can bench press 55kg, this is nothing amazing over a 5 year period and i don't claim to be a big guy, i struggle to keep weight on, and i am still very unhappy with the way my body looks, so I have done some research in to steroid use, But i am unsure as to whether it is enough. Here is what i have learned so far:

As a beginner i should consider testosterone cypionate on 250mg a week for 8 weeks, between weeks 6-8 i should introduce HCG? then when finishing a cycle during week 8 begin taking Nolvadex? for 4 weeks?

This is obviously very limited knowledge, and i would appreciate any thoughts and advice/experience. I have had a small rummage through the educational section, and also read the rules of the forum.

I hope to learn a lot on this site, because i really want to cover ALL possible angles before deciding to take steroids.


sincerely, John